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Narrated by:
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Malcolm Hoag
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By:
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M Gardner
About this listen
Steven and Lindsay fought constantly. But it wasn’t always that way.
In a tragic twist to their love story, Lindsay says that voices compel her. When she’s unable to resist the siren call of oblivion, Steven is left with the tatters that was their life together.
Everyone believes that he had something to do with her suicide. In secret, he even questions if there was a voice at all.
That is, until he hears the voice....
Content warning: This story contains descriptions of bullying, suicide, and self-harm.
©2022 Mark Gardner (P)2023 Mark GardnerListeners also enjoyed...
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Critic reviews
"Mental State is a thrilling supernatural drama and an exploration of teen social dynamics that will break your heart." (D.J. Butler, author of Witchy Eye)