
Memoirs of a Kamikaze
A World War II Pilot's Inspiring Story of Survival, Honor and Reconciliation
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**Independent Publisher Book Award (IPPY) Winner**
Now Available on Audio. An incredible untold story of survival and acceptance that sheds light on one of the darkest chapters in Japanese history.
This book tells the story of Kazuo Odachi who—in 1943, when he was just 16 years-old—joined the Imperial Japanese Navy to become a pilot. A year later, he was unknowingly assigned to the Kamikaze Special Attack Corps—a group of airmen whose mission was to sacrifice their lives by crashing planes into enemy ships. Their call sign was "ten dead, zero alive."
As you listen to Memoirs of a Kamikaze, you will experience the hardships of fighter pilot training—dipping and diving and watching as other trainees crash into nearby mountainsides. you will witness the psychological trauma of coming to terms with death before each mission, and breathe a sigh of relief with Odachi when his last mission is cut short by Japan's eventual surrender. You will feel the anger at a government and society that swept so much of the sacrifice under the rug in its desperation to rebuild.
Odachi's innate "samurai spirit" carried him through childhood, WWII and his eventual life as a kendo instructor, police officer and detective. His attention to detail, unwavering self-discipline and impenetrably strong mind were often the difference between life and death. Odachi, who is now well into his nineties, kept his Kamikaze past a secret for most of his life. Seven decades later, he agreed to sit for nearly seventy hours of interviews with the authors of this book—who know Odachi personally. He felt it was his responsibility to finally reveal the truth about the Kamikaze pilots: that they were unsuspecting teenagers and young men asked to do the bidding of superior officers who were never held to account.
This book offers a new perspective on these infamous suicide pilots. It is not a chronicle of war, nor is it a collection of research papers compiled by scholars. It is a transcript of Odachi's words.
©2020 Kazuo Odachi, Shigeru Ohta, Hiroyoshi Nishijima, Alexander Bennett (P)2022 Tuttle PublishingListeners also enjoyed...
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- Shaun Kelly
- 01-08-23
Why use the terrible fake Japanese accent?
I think the book may be good, but the narration is TERRIBLE. I couldn’t get through 2 chapters. The terrible over the top accent adds nothing to the story. It’s just annoying. Cheesy is the word that comes to mind. Do yourself a favor and just read the book.
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- Colin McLaren
- 02-10-23
not a lot about being a kamikaze pilot
actually most of the book is about the author's life after world war II and being a kamikaze pilot. not why I bought the book. title is very misleading. this is more of a book about the authors life, not the memoirs of a kamikaze pilot. lost interest in the book about halfway through due to this fact, it's mostly about the author's life as a policeman in Japan after the war.
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