
Look at You Now
My Journey from Shame to Strength
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Liz Pryor
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Liz Pryor
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For listeners of Orange Is the New Black and The Glass Castle, a riveting memoir about a lifelong secret and a girl finding strength in the most unlikely place.
In 1979 Liz Pryor is a 17-year-old girl from a good family in the wealthy Chicago suburbs. Halfway through her senior year of high school, she discovers that she is pregnant - a fact her parents are determined to keep a secret from her friends, siblings, and community forever. One snowy January day, after driving across three states, her mother drops her off at what Liz thinks is a Catholic home for unwed mothers - but which is, in truth, a locked government-run facility for delinquent and impoverished pregnant teenage girls.
In the cement-block residence, Liz is alone and terrified, a fish out of water - a girl from a privileged, sheltered background living amid tough, street-savvy girls who come from the foster care system or juvenile detention. But over the next six months, isolated and in involuntary hiding from everyone she knows, Liz develops a surprising bond with the other girls and begins to question everything she once held true.
Told with tenderness, humor, and an open heart, Look at You Now is a deeply moving story about the most vulnerable moments in our lives - and how a willingness to trust ourselves can permanently change who we are and how we see the world.
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- Alex Parry
- 07-10-16
Highly recommend.
Liz, truly a page turner. Thanks for letting the reader experience your journey as if they were right there with you. Sandy P.
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- Debra I.
- 06-29-16
What a story....
I only wish I could add stars!!! I enjoyed this book very much. My chills got chills!! Well done Liz Pryor.
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- Bonnie
- 07-08-16
An awesome read
I truly enjoyed this story and found a relatable interest in every character in it.
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- dusty. 607 377 0268
- 09-24-16
I will remember this one!
I wish it hadn't ended so soon. Very real characters. one of my favorite books.
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- Christina Combs
- 07-12-16
Remembering times were so different not long ago
I felt interestingly connected to the story. My mother had me at the same age only a few years after this story takes place. Its interesting to see how times have changed in such a short time. I also identify with Liz in how she feels about her parents at the end, two odd bookends that somehow manage to hold her up in their own way. Great read and a powerful story for someone to be brave enough to share. I'd be interested in knowing if she ever got in touch with any of the other girls...
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- Annette Vaughn
- 09-10-16
Soooooooooo GOOD!!!!!!
I listened to the whole book in one day. It was that great! It is full of truth, love, grace, hope, unexpectedness, courage and more. It is for every woman and more so, every man should read it. Way to go Liz! I am so proud of you.
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- suzanne
- 07-09-16
Poignant story.<br />
I was attracted to this book because I was the same age as Liz Pryor in 1979 and remember a girl I knew who was pregnant whose strict Catholic parents hid her away until she had her baby. The baby was adopted through Catholic services. I often wondered how this changed the young mother's life.
I loved this book, especially as narrated by Liz. I would have loved to have known more about her life and if she had found a mate and had more children she would raise. Was she ever reunited with her child or even know the gender, etc., etc?
I guess a good book wants you yearning for more.
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- Book Cook
- 07-19-16
Story of triumph
This is a compelling story of strength and truth. One of which I will never forget.
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- smith182
- 01-23-17
Love!
What an incredible story. I enjoyed every word. Liz Pryor does an excellent job reading.
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- Elizabeth A. Kretchmer
- 08-14-16
An Excellent Read!
An Excellent Read! I thoroughly enjoyed Liz Pryor's story. Such a heart wrenching story.
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