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Laurel Lefkow
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Susan Faludi
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From the Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist and best-selling author of Backlash comes In the Darkroom, an astonishing confrontation with the enigma of her father, and the larger riddle of identity consuming our age.
"In the summer of 2004 I set out to investigate someone I scarcely knew, my father. The project began with a grievance, the grievance of a daughter whose parent had absconded from her life. I was in pursuit of a scofflaw, an artful dodger who had skipped out on so many things - obligation, affection, culpability, contrition. I was preparing an indictment, amassing discovery for a trial. But somewhere along the line, the prosecutor became a witness."
So begins Susan Faludi's extraordinary inquiry into the meaning of identity in the modern world, and in her own haunted family saga. When the feminist writer learned her 76-year-old father - long estranged and living in Hungary - had undergone sex reassignment surgery, that investigation would turn personal and urgent. How was this new parent who identified as "a complete woman now" connected to the silent, explosive, and ultimately violent father she had known?
Faludi chases that mystery into the recesses of her childhood, and her father's many incarnations: American dad, Alpine mountaineer, swashbuckling adventurer in the Amazon outback, Jewish fugitive in Holocaust Budapest. When the author travels to Hungary to reunite with her father, she drops into a labyrinth of dark histories and dangerous politics in a country hell-bent on repressing its past and constructing a fanciful - and virulent - nationhood. The search for identity that has transfixed our century was proving as treacherous for nations as for individuals.
Faludi's struggle to come to grips with her father's metamorphosis self takes her across borders - historical, political, religious, sexual - to bring her face to face with the question of the age: Is identity something you "choose", or a thing you can't escape?
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- D. Shatos
- 06-04-18
Not a favorite
Not for me. Struggled to finish, didn't hold my interest. Fascinating premise, but lost something in the telling.
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- LynnATL
- 06-02-22
Enjoyable mix of history and family dynamics
I enjoyed both the story and the narration. The POV of the author on her quest to understand her father unfolds over the course of time and the span of a lifetime. Well constructed and written.
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-04-17
Brilliant
Intellectually rich, emotionally moving, and wonderfully performed. Equal parts biography and historical narrative, Faludi's exploration of identity is riveting.
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- Norma Jane
- 07-10-19
After a rough start book improved immensely
I struggled with the first few chapters of this book. The main character is certainly not a hero but rather an anti-hero. He/she is need a kind nor really compelling. However the historical and sociological aspects and components of the book as the story proceeds are fascinating. I would recommend this book but it is not an easy read. I am glad I prevailed but this is by no means a “page turner “!
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- xiangyang zhao
- 02-04-22
Thank you susaaan and stefi faludi!
What a amazing project and ambitious book which met the all expectations!
There are so many memorable moments and epithets in the book. I just wanted to quote one from the last page:
“ I thought: there is in the universe only one true dives, one real binary, life and death. … everything else is molten, malleable.”
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- Julia
- 10-13-20
Great Book for Understanding Hungary and Jewishnes
I understand that Hungarian is a super hard language, and I'm inured to hearing "Movie Dracula" accents for Hungarian characters. It's not every listener who will know what the languages referenced are supposed to sound like, I get that.
It's worth struggling through the vocal third wall to hear the story of Susan's life, and with that, her father's and Hungary's and, by hearing her story, getting better understanding of my own Hungarian father's story. No one (as far as I know) has told the story of the Hungarian Gypsies during WW2. This will have to do, and like Susan, my father was a master of retelling his life, over and over again.
I've wanted to understand why so many gifted and productive people/men come from Hungary, especially during that period, and now I do understand better.
What my father and so many lost while assimilating into Hungarian identity, how that impacted their country, and most important how that assimilation did not protect them from their Christian Hungarian community -- I understand better.
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- jo1111
- 05-19-24
Fascinating story, performance mixed
Fascinating exploration of her father’s identity—as a parent, a transsexual (her term) woman, and a Holocaust survivor—with each layer of identity problematic.
The exact way in which these layers fit together is (wisely) left to the reader/listener.
The performer’s strength lay in her ability with accents/making each voice distinct. But why so very many mispronunciations? Way too many. Distracting and weird. Also in the earlier more lyrical parts of the book her tone was borderline soppy, conveying none of Faludi’s intellectual heft. So the illusion was broken. But that improved later on. Ultimately it didn’t distract from my experience of the book.
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- Deirdre
- 09-06-16
Intricately insightful study of identity
Where does In the Darkroom rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?
one of the best
What did you like best about this story?
the wry tone, intelligent writing
What does Laurel Lefkow bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
good voice for both Susan and Stephani --- brought Stephani to life
Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
Susan Faludi's compassion for her father and steady sense of her own self throughout...
Any additional comments?
a masterful psychological analysis in historical contexts ...
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- Mordechai Kamel
- 03-23-17
Well written & interesting
this was a very well written book , which grab your attention and kept it throughout. Unfortunately the reader mispronounced many of the Hungarian and Jewish words and this detracted from my overall enjoyment of the book.
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- Jamie
- 08-02-18
A reminder of how hated the Jews were in Europe
A long story that left me sad at the end. Like attending a funeral for a friend.
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