
I'm Such a Messterpiece
Shattering Stigmas, (Re)Framing Our Fears, and Finding Ourselves Fully Loved
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Andrea Nyberg
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Andrea Nyberg
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Life is not without suffering, but suffering is not without hope.
Have you ever felt the tension of loving Jesus while living with anxiety, depression, trauma, or chronic illness? If so, you're in the right place, and you're not alone.
God tells us in His Word that we are chosen, beloved, and divinely crafted to do good works. But fear can send us into a shame spiral where we feel like too much, not enough, and beyond repair. So how do we grab hold of the freedom Jesus offers us when we feel like a prisoner in our own body?
In I'm Such a Messterpiece, Andrea M. Nyberg shares her struggles in hopes of bringing awareness and solidarity to others who are facing a crisis of faith, identity, and mental health. With tools from her time in therapy and insight from Scripture, Andrea invites us into the deep work of being renewed, restored, and rebuilt—just as it says in Isaiah 61.
This book is an invitation to (re)frame the fears that hold us captive by considering that pain and hope can hold hands, a mess can still be a masterpiece, and the God who created us will be with us, will strengthen us, and will love us no matter what.
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- C. M. Smith
- 06-04-23
Relatable and Well Written
This book was so timely for me. I thoroughly enjoyed the author’s reading style and content. Highly recommend.
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- Elissa Goodwin
- 01-16-24
Thought Provoking
This book will help you dig deep into your anxiety and/or depression and gives good advice towards the road to healing.
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