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Narrated by:
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Xe Sands
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Amy Rubinate
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By:
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Kristan Higgins
About this listen
Sisterhood in all its drama, hilarity, and tears is at the heart of New York Times best-selling author Kristan Higgins' thoroughly captivating new novel, featuring the wit and romance that listeners have come to expect from the much-loved creator of the Blue Heron series.
Wedding-dress designer Jenny Tate understands the happily ever after business, yet somehow she's still involved in her ex-husband's life. In fact Owen's new wife may - inexplicably - be Jenny's new best friend. Sensing this, well, relationship isn't helping her move on, Jenny trades the Manhattan skyline for her hometown up the Hudson, where she'll be able to bask in her sister Rachel's picture-perfect family life...and hopefully make one of her own.
Her timing couldn't be more perfect, since Rachel will need her younger sister. Her idyllic marriage has just fallen to pieces in spectacular fashion after she discovers her husband sexting with one of his colleagues. Second chances aren't in Rachel's nature, but the desire for an intact family has her rethinking her stance on adultery, much to Jenny's surprise. Rachel points to their parents' "perfect" marriage as a shining example. But to protect her sister, Jenny may have to tarnish that memory - and their relationship - and reveal a secret about their family she's been keeping since childhood.
During this summer of secrets and lies, temptation and revelation, Jenny and Rachel will rely on each other to find the humor in their personal catastrophes, the joy in their triumphs...and the strength to keep hanging on.
©2015 Kristan Higgins (P)2015 Recorded BooksListeners also enjoyed...
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Another KH Winner
- By S. Plemmons on 08-23-19
By: Kristan Higgins
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Out of the Clear Blue Sky
- By: Kristan Higgins
- Narrated by: Xe Sands, CJ Bloom
- Length: 14 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Lillie Silva knew life as an empty nester would be hard after her only child left for college, but when her husband abruptly dumps her for another woman just as her son leaves, her world comes crashing down. Besides the fact that this announcement is a complete surprise (to say the least), what shocks Lillie most is that she isn't...heartbroken. She's furious. Lillie has loved her life on Cape Cod, but as a mother, wife and nurse-midwife, she's used to caring for other people...not taking care of herself.
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Really bad book
- By Linda O on 10-14-22
By: Kristan Higgins
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My One and Only
- By: Kristan Higgins
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 10 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Divorce attorney Harper James can't catch a break. Bad enough that she runs into her ex-hubby, Nick, at her sister's destination wedding, but now, by a cruel twist of fate, she's being forced to make a cross-country road trip with him. And her almost-fiancé back at home is not likely to be sympathetic.
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A Second Chance... Will it Work Out?
- By Paragraphs and Petticoats on 03-11-16
By: Kristan Higgins
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You Loved Me Once
- By: Corinne Michaels
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
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As a doctor, I walk a dangerously delicate balance of being compassionate but not overly invested. The same is true in my personal life - love is a luxury I can’t afford. It isn’t until Dr. Westin Grant breaks down all my walls and offers me a future, I find myself wondering if I’m brave enough to risk my heart. When who I was and who I’ve tried to become collide during my clinical trial, the fate of one patient changes everything.
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Breathtakingly Beautiful, Powerfully Poignant!
- By kgagnon on 06-17-21
By: Corinne Michaels
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The Life She Wants
- By: Robyn Carr
- Narrated by: Therese Plummer
- Length: 11 hrs and 20 mins
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In the aftermath of her financier husband's suicide, Emma Shay Compton's dream life is shattered. Richard Compton stole his clients' life savings to fund a lavish life in New York City, and, although she was never involved in the business, Emma bears the burden of her husband's crimes. She is left with nothing. Only one friend stands by her, a friend she's known since high school, who encourages her to come home to Sonoma County. But starting over isn't easy, and Sonoma is full of unhappy memories, too.
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Neat and Tidy
- By Nicole H on 01-09-17
By: Robyn Carr
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The Best Man
- By: Kristan Higgins
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 12 hrs and 4 mins
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Faith Holland left her hometown after being jilted at the altar. Now a little older and wiser, she's ready to return to the Blue Heron Winery, her family's vineyard, to confront the ghosts of her past, and maybe enjoy a glass of red. After all, there's some great scenery there.... Like Levi Cooper, the local police chief - and best friend of her former fiancé. There's a lot about Levi that Faith never noticed, and it's not just those deep green eyes.
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Clever and romantic with great characters
- By AudioAddict on 09-12-14
By: Kristan Higgins
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Fools Rush In
- By: Kristan Higgins
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 11 hrs and 1 min
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Millie Barnes is this close to finally achieving her perfect life. Rewarding job as a local doctor on Cape Cod? Check. Cute cottage of her very own? Check. Adorable dog suitable for walks past attractive locals? Check! All she needs is for golden boy and former crush Joe Carpenter to notice her, and Millie will be set. But perfection isn't as easy as it looks - especially when Sam Nickerson, a local policeman, is so distracting. He is definitely not part of her master plan. But maybe it's time for Millie to make a new plan....
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Couldn't have been better.
- By jodiod on 10-24-15
By: Kristan Higgins
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Just One of the Guys
- By: Kristan Higgins
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 10 hrs and 12 mins
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Being one of the guys isn't all it's cracked up to be. So when journalist Chastity O'Neill returns to her hometown, she decides it's time to start working on some of those feminine wiles. Two tiny problems: one - she's five feet and 11 inches of rock-solid girl power; two - she's cursed with four alpha-male older brothers. While doing a story on local heroes, she meets a hunky doctor, and things start to look up. Now there's only one problem: Trevor Meade, her first love and the one man she's never quite gotten over....
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Funny and sigh worthy all in one!
- By Paragraphs and Petticoats on 02-26-16
By: Kristan Higgins
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All the Ugly and Wonderful Things
- A Novel
- By: Bryn Greenwood
- Narrated by: Jorjeana Marie
- Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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As the daughter of a drug dealer, Wavy knows not to trust people, not even her own parents. It's safer to keep her mouth shut and stay out of sight. Struggling to raise her little brother, Donal, eight-year-old Wavy is the only responsible adult around. Obsessed with the constellations, she finds peace in the starry night sky above the fields behind her house until one night her stargazing causes an accident. After witnessing his motorcycle wreck, she forms an unusual friendship with one of her father's thugs, Kellen, a tattooed ex-con with a heart of gold.
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So many 'hard to listen to' moments
- By jksullycats on 12-27-16
By: Bryn Greenwood
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Gulf Coast Cottage
- Blackbird Beach, Book 1
- By: Maggie Miller
- Narrated by: Lisa Flanagan, Ryan West, Stephanie Einstein
- Length: 5 hrs and 52 mins
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In the middle of an awful divorce, 53-year-old Georgia Carpenter finds herself out of luck, time, and money. Then her phone rings with the news that her great aunt has died and left her a cottage in the Gulf Coast town of Blackbird Beach. Georgia has no idea what awaits her on the other coast of Florida. All she knows is that she has nowhere else to go. And no reason to stay where she is.
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Like Walking Across a Treadle Platform
- By Anonymous User on 08-26-22
By: Maggie Miller
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Too Good to Be True
- By: Kristan Higgins
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
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When Grace Emerson's ex-fiancé starts dating her younger sister, extreme measures are called for. To keep everyone from obsessing about her love life, Grace announces that she's seeing someone. Someone wonderful. Someone handsome. Someone completely made up. Who is this Mr. Right? Someone - exactly unlike her renegade neighbor, Callahan O'Shea. Well, someone with his looks, maybe. His hot body. His knife-sharp sense of humor. His smarts and big heart.
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A great accident!
- By ToddJohnsLawOffices on 01-23-16
By: Kristan Higgins
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Stranger in the Woods
- By: Anni Taylor
- Narrated by: Harriet Gordon-Anderson
- Length: 13 hrs and 57 mins
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Photographer Isla Wilson is thrilled she's landed her dream job, but the clients who hired her are getting stranger by the day. It sounded so perfect—a month's assignment at the lush Scottish Highlands property of architect Alban McGregor, and his wife, Jessica. But in the woods, there's a playhouse with a chilling history. Two years ago, the McGregors' daughter Elodie was abducted and then died in that playhouse. The townspeople insist her abductor had to be a stranger in their town. Alban refuses to knock the playhouse down, even keeping a picture of it on his wall.
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Good book!
- By Tammy garrett on 09-13-22
By: Anni Taylor
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The Game You Played
- By: Anni Taylor
- Narrated by: Zindzi Okenyo
- Length: 13 hrs and 41 mins
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It's a blindingly hot summer. International visitors surge into Sydney's Darling Harbour. Two-year-old Tommy is sailing his toy boat in the park there with his mother Phoebe. Tommy vanishes into thin air. The following winter, taunting notes written as nursery rhymes begin arriving at his parents' home. Little Boy Blue, where did you go? Who led you away? Only I know.
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so bad it's good
- By Gianna Motz on 10-10-22
By: Anni Taylor
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Black Heart
- Detective Dan Riley, Book 1
- By: Anna-Lou Weatherley
- Narrated by: James Lailey
- Length: 9 hrs and 4 mins
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When Nigel Baxter, a middle-aged married banker with an unremarkable past, is found dead in the bath of a plush hotel suite, his wrists slit, it looks as if he's taken his own life. At first. But when Detective Inspector Daniel Riley is assigned to the case, he soon realises all isn't as it first appears to be. When a postmortem shows Baxter was poisoned, Riley suspects foul play. And then there's the odd addition of a teddy bear left at the crime scene....
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Difficult to Love
- By Lynn on 06-06-20
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- SeattleBookLover
- 07-13-19
Not my favorite
This was my fourth Kristan Higgins novel and my least favorite of the four. I guess after reading four I am beginning to see how...um...formulaic they are, and that started to bug me. The story was good, but certainly predictable. I did really like Jenny and also Leo and their story. But Jenny’s sister, Rachel, really began to grate on me. She was whiny and Pollyanna-ish, and just not very likable. That wasn’t helped by the narrator, Amy Rubinate, who made Rachel sound uptight, pretentious, and indignant no matter what was happening. This was an interesting pair of narrators. Xe Sands (Jenny) is my absolute favorite narrator. Her voice is so warm, friendly and pleasing. But Amy Rubinate, with her elongated vowels, nasally voice, and pompous-sounding accent, is one of my least favorite narrators. So that affected my rating for performance, even though Xe Sands was excellent. Overall, a good story, but if you want to read Kristan Higgins, I think there are better ones out there, such as Good Luck with That, which I LOVED.
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- Megan
- 01-10-20
wonderful, uplifting light read
great narration, very light read. enjoyed it all. easy to pick up where you left off
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- A Bennett 2
- 03-06-17
If You Only Knew
Excellent. The narrations, spot on! Funny, entertaining best lighthearted book I have read/listened to in ages
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- Virginia
- 01-12-16
Wonderful storylines
If you enjoy romance literature you will certainly enjoy this book. I was sorry when it was over.
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- adh
- 09-12-17
Wow!! A favorite!!
I loved the characters, narration and story. While this is sad-ish...I laughed harder than I ever had in a KH novel.
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- Tjhill
- 05-16-16
Wonderful
I loved this book. I didn't want to stop listening. The narrator was Very good.
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- Phoeberae
- 12-07-20
One of my favorite books ever!
This book pulls you right in and you ride with the emotions until you reach some very poignant but prosaic endings - which are really beginnings. It’s a female’s book and it’s amazing how expertly ms Higgins portrays the heart and spirit of a woman’s psyche. Loved this book and narration was spot on!
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- Patricia B
- 03-31-20
I wished there was a part 2
Awesome 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
Enjoyable read 😊
I read it everyday on my way home from work.
On public transportation in NYC this book worked on giving me a great ending of my day.
Patricia B
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- Vicky Frank
- 08-26-21
Extremely Good!
This is the first book I’ve read from this author and it was so good! I’ve been crying for the last hour. I will definitely be listening to more of her books!
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- Ellen K
- 04-14-18
Wonderful!
I laughed and cried. Beautiful book. Characters came to life and are very relatable. Loved it!
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