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Greg Boudreaux
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Keira Andrews
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To be home for Christmas, they must bridge the distance between them.
Charlie Yates is desperate. It's almost Christmas and his flight home from college has been delayed. For days. Charlie promised his little sister Ava he'd be home for her first holiday season since going into remission from leukemia. Now he's stuck on the opposite coast and someone else grabbed the last rental car. Someone he hasn't even spoken to in four years.
Someone who broke his heart.
Gavin Bloomberg's childhood friendship with Charlie ended overnight after a day of stolen kisses. With years of resentment between them, they don't want to be in the same room together, let alone a car. But for Ava's sake, Gavin agrees to share the rental and drive across the country together.
As they face unexpected bumps along the road, can Charlie and Gavin pave the way to a future together?
Contains mature themes.
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Just Friends
- Never Just Friends Series, Book 1
- By: Saxon James
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Kirt Graves
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
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Five years ago, I walked away from Sunbury, Oregon, and left my best friend behind. The move was supposed to get my life on track. I even had a list: Life changing epilepsy surgery. Check. See the world. Check. Get over my straight best friend... Not exactly. No matter where I go or who I meet, I can't let Tanner go. I'm back to tell him how I feel. To get the closure I need once and for all. Only now I'm here and falling for him all over again, it's getting harder to say the words. Because once I have my closure, I'll be gone. And this time it will be for good.
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My Roo, Your Tanner, Gahhhh!
- By BLA on 05-14-21
By: Saxon James
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A Simple Mistake
- Deadly Mistakes, Book 1
- By: Alice Winters
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux
- Length: 10 hrs and 11 mins
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Weirdly, people don’t react overly well when you’re caught standing over the dead body of a murderer who’d walked free. It’s not that I thought my fellow homicide detective would rejoice when he saw what I’d done, but is a pat on the back too much to ask for? Maybe a gold star at the very least? The problem is that the person who caught me is Gabriel, the only person I care for and adore… and he’s prepared to look the other way if I leave homicide and promise to never kill again.
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The NARRATION on point!
- By Dane62 on 04-09-25
By: Alice Winters
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Flash Rip
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 10 hrs and 56 mins
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Training to be a lifeguard is tough work, but Cody Grant loves a challenge. He spends long days in the sun and surf rescuing swimmers from treacherous rip currents while trying not to lust after senior lifeguard Liam Fox - who is deeply, painfully closeted. Liam was supposed to be a football legend. Now in his mid-30s, it's been over a decade since his dream shattered along with his knee. Fans still recognize him regularly, and he's terrified his sexuality will be discovered and his conservative parents will reject him.
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Excellent!
- By song121 on 07-17-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Shots on Net
- SCU Hockey, Book 1
- By: J.J. Mulder
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 8 hrs and 51 mins
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Carter Morgan III hates everything about South Carolina University except for one thing: hockey. As the starting netminder for the team, he lives for those moments when he can step onto the ice and between the pipes. Unfortunately, his time at school and on the team is slowly coming to an end. Although he'd love nothing more than to pursue a career in the NHL, he knows better than to get his hopes up.
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So Very Enjoyable!
- By Gavzmom on 12-28-24
By: J.J. Mulder
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Poetry on Ice
- Totally Pucked, Book 1
- By: Jesse H Reign
- Narrated by: Liam DiCosimo, Tim Paige
- Length: 8 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Being traded to the Seattle Vipers has left me with mixed feelings. On the one hand, they’re my team, the team I’ve loved and supported since I was a kid, but on the other hand, he’s here. Him. Ant Decker. Infamous NHL bad boy. Right wing to my left. A man who’s made it his sole purpose in life to be better than me.
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Who Doesn't Love Hockey?
- By Susan Champa on 04-20-25
By: Jesse H Reign
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Let Your Hearts Be Light
- By: Fae Quin
- Narrated by: Stephen Dexter, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
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As a 42-year-old single father, the last thing I expected before Christmas was for my daughter to sign me up for a community matchmaking event. The Christmas Buddies program becomes a challenge I can't wait to overcome when I realize the man that has been assigned as my buddy for the holiday season is none other than Paxton Montgomery. He's massive, grumpy, incredibly gorgeous (in a lumberjack kinda way), and also—weirdly enough—the only person in town who doesn't like me.
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Decent holiday romance
- By Maryellen in Metsland on 11-26-23
By: Fae Quin
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The Guy Next Door
- By: Devon McCormack
- Narrated by: Tim Paige
- Length: 7 hrs and 40 mins
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Is it wrong that I watch him? Leif Anderson seems like a friendly, kind, normal, boy-next-door type. Unlike me. His stalker, a creep who moved into the place next to his parents’ house to keep an eye on him. I’m not the bad guy, though. I’m the one who will protect him. The cops don’t believe he’s in danger. Maybe they’re right, and this is all in my messed-up head. I’ve been wrong before. And no matter how I justify this to myself, my motives aren’t entirely pure.
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The development of the characters.
- By Brian Saint Louis on 12-23-24
By: Devon McCormack
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The Shots You Take
- By: Rachel Reid
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
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After moving back to his hometown ten years ago, Riley Tuck thought he had left his major league hockey career—and his broken heart—far behind. But when an unexpected tragedy strikes, it brings ex-teammate and former best friend with benefits Adam Sheppard back into his life. Coming to the small town of Avery River, Nova Scotia, might have been a mistake. Adam’s not sure he’ll ever win back Riley’s trust after the way they left things—and the attention he’s getting as a huge hockey star isn’t exactly helping. Yet the chemistry that crackles between them is undeniable, even now.
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True love has a habit of coming back.
- By MJL on 03-06-25
By: Rachel Reid
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- Daniel Greene
- 12-15-24
Sweet young MCs, sexy mature narrator
I love Greg Boudreaux’s narration, but it sounded too mature for two eighteen-year-old main characters. That didn’t keep the characters from being believable overall, though. It was a sweet little Christmas/Chanukah story with all kinds of love and good times!
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- Roy Shelly
- 11-21-23
A good holiday tale
The story is sort of predictable but holds together well. The voices used really seem to project the characters. The voice of Charlie I found to be irritating at first but then as the story progresses it becomes a natural fit. Overall well done.
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- SZ
- 12-07-23
A tremendous performance for a beautiful story
I love this Christmas novella, it’s probably my favorite Christmas story. I have read it twice and now I have listen to the audiobook. Greg Boudreaux is amazing! He really knocked this one out of the park. I never know exactly what to say about narrators but his different voices for the characters were so good I forgot it was the same person narrating! He acted the book too and in the best way possible. I was actually talking to the book in parts! I’ve never done that but I had these reactions like someone was right there telling me this story. He made me feel so many emotions. It was perfect.
This story itself is one of my favorite tropes; friends to enemies to lovers. I love the angst from their past and how they are forced together to make a trip all the way from San Francisco, CA to Norwalk, CT. There is the only one bed too but it wasn’t a huge part in the story. Nothing was forced with this story, it was told very naturally. This is Keira Andrews at her best.
I forgot how amazingly hot this book was! There are a good amount of sex scenes for a shorter book but they added to the story and made you feel these two men getting to know each other intimately in such a special way. These guys have loved each other for years and there is so much emotion behind their past.
Charlie’s sister Ava really made this story even better. He was the best big brother and his family was so beautiful. There is also Gavin’s parents who I didn’t really like but there was some hope for them. Greg’s acting in Gavin’s coming out scenes was so good and real, it truly broke my heart.
I could read more from these characters, I just adored them so much. There hasn’t been another Christmas book this good since and I know I will re-listen to this in the years to come.
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- Jillian
- 01-04-25
1.5 Stars
If Only in My Dreams in a YA/NA, mm, second chance romance. I use romance lightly. Yikes. This book was not it. I'm sure it works for others, but it didn't for me. This may be because I was not expecting the main characters to be 18 years old. If I am going to read a YA/NA book, I expect it to fit their ages. I had no connection with characters at all. It didn't work that they were both 18. Their behavior kept fluctuating in maturity. The drama from when they were in 9th grade felt very on par with them being 18, but the rest didn't. And the sex was cringey considering they were 18 and having grown man, very experienced, over the top sex scenes. It was a little off putting and uncomfortable. There was nothing romantic happening. It was angst, pining, and hooking up.
In addition to that, there were other things that just didn't fit. The fact that they were renting cars at 18 years old to drive cross country from CA to CT didn't fit because 18 year olds cannot rent cars in California or in 48 out of 50 US states without being active military. One of the main characters mentions his $1,000 credit card limit, yet was willing to pay anything to rent the car and then fill up with gas, eat, etc. the whole way across the country. Not realistic at all. The other main character had a girlfriend for 4 years to hide that he was gay and his girlfriend is the one who helped him to understand that he is gay and come to terms with it. Now they are best friends. Again, they are 18 and this happened in a very short time frame. How many 18 year old girls do you know who are that mature, understanding, and immediately forgiving?
Another thing that I realized while listening to this book is that I have read/listened to so many LGBTQ books that have substance and a storyline outside of the main characters' LGBTQ identity, that I no longer have any interest in reading a book where there is some sort of drama surrounding the mc being accepted for who they are or some sort of coming out issue. That is all valid, real life stuff, and I'm sure helpful and relatable for many people to see in books, but I find it a tiresome plot device. I guess I just prefer books that have more substance.
I'm glad I have read and really liked something else (The Christmas Deal) of this author's prior to this book, because if not, I would never try another book of hers after this one.
The narration was fine. No complaints there.
1.5 stars overall.
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