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Lisa Brandt
About this listen
If I Only Knew is two years of a continuation of Antoinette Calwonsen's poetry since the publication of her first collection, Charge It to My Heart. Antoinette is 54 now, more mature as a poet and human being. She hopes that you find encouragement and faith within these 60 poems. May you, the listener, find and realize your blessings everyday. Thank you to all who listen to this audiobook and for taking the time out of your life to share in Antoinette's story of poetry.
©2020 Antoinette Calwonsen (P)2021 Antoinette CalwonsenListeners also enjoyed...
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