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Gina Rogers
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By:
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Laura Nowlin
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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.
If he had been with me, everything would have been different....
Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.
Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.
That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.
But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....
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If He Had Been with Me (French Edition)
- By: Laura Nowlin
- Narrated by: Jacqueline Berces
- Length: 8 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Autumn et Finn se connaissent depuis leur naissance. Ils étaient inséparables. Mais quelque chose a changé. Ils ont changé. Aujourd'hui, ils font de leur mieux pour s'ignorer. Autumn sort avec son petit ami, Jamie, et traîne avec sa bande. Finn est devenu le mec populaire que tout le monde veut fréquenter. Pourtant, Autumn a un pincement au coeur chaque fois qu'elle croise Finn. Les choses auraient pu être différentes. Si seulement.
By: Laura Nowlin
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Girl in Pieces
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 10 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
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Charlotte Davis is in pieces. At 17 she's already lost more than most people do in a lifetime. But she's learned how to forget. The broken glass washes away the sorrow until there is nothing but calm. You don't have to think about your father and the river. Your best friend, who is gone forever. Or your mother, who has nothing left to give you. Every new scar hardens Charlie's heart just a little more, yet it still hurts so much. It hurts enough to not care anymore, which is sometimes what has to happen before you can find your way back from the edge.
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Touching, Sobering, Fascinating
- By Wendi on 05-31-17
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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My Lies, Your Lies
- A Novel
- By: Susan Lewis
- Narrated by: Anna Bentinck, Sophie Bentinck
- Length: 12 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Joely tells other people’s secrets for a living. As a ghost writer, she’s used to scandal—but this just might be her strangest assignment yet. Freda has never told her story to anyone before. But now she’s ready to set the record straight and right a wrong that’s haunted her for forty years. Freda’s memoir begins with a fifteen-year-old girl falling madly in love with her male teacher. As Joely sets out to write this troubling love story, she is spun into a world of secrets and lies, causing her to question everything she thought she knew about her own family.
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Slow and predictable
- By HoneyBaby on 07-27-23
By: Susan Lewis
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Twisted Love
- Twisted, Book 1
- By: Ana Huang
- Narrated by: Cindy Kay, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Alex Volkov is a devil blessed with the face of an angel and cursed with a past he can't escape. Driven by a tragedy that has haunted him for most of his life, his ruthless pursuits for success and vengeance leave little room for matters of the heart. But when he's forced to look after his best friend's sister, he starts to feel something in his chest. Ava Chen is a free spirit trapped by nightmares of a childhood she can't remember. But despite her past, she's never stopped seeing the beauty in the world . . . including the heart beneath the icy exterior of a man she shouldn't want.
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WHYYYYY THE HYPE
- By KOKO on 11-14-22
By: Ana Huang
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The Man in Room Seven
- By: Karin Nordin
- Narrated by: Katherine Fenton
- Length: 12 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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Six years ago, Tweety came home from work to find her husband Dodge had left, taking their child with him. Utterly broken, Tweety vows that she will do anything to get her baby back. After years following a trail of breadcrumbs, finally: a lead. Someone looking just like Dodge stays at the same run-down motel for the motorcycle rally every year without fail. This time things will be different. This time his ex-wife is a few steps ahead of him.
By: Karin Nordin
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You'd Be Home Now
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Knippen, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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For all of Emory's life she's been told who she is. In town she's the rich one—the great-great-granddaughter of the mill's founder. At school she's hot Maddie Ward's younger sister. And at home, she's the good one, her stoner older brother Joey's babysitter. Everything was turned on its head, though, when she and Joey were in the car accident that killed Candy MontClaire. The car accident that revealed just how bad Joey's drug habit was.
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Another MUST READ By Kathleen Glasgow
- By Pippy13 on 12-17-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Follow Me
- By: Kathleen Barber
- Narrated by: Corey Brill, Erin Moon, Emily Tremaine, and others
- Length: 10 hrs and 13 mins
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Audrey Miller has an enviable new job at the Smithsonian, a body by reformer Pilates, an apartment door with a broken lock, and hundreds of thousands of Instagram followers to bear witness to it all. Having just moved to Washington, DC, Audrey busies herself impressing her new boss, interacting with her online fan base, and staving off a creepy upstairs neighbor with the help of the only two people she knows in town: an ex-boyfriend she can't stay away from and a sorority sister with a high-powered job and a mysterious past.
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This book almost qualifies for the YA section
- By CindyL on 03-01-20
By: Kathleen Barber
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
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Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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Fantastic!
- By Melanie on 12-18-23
By: Helena Fox
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Do No Harm
- By: Christina McDonald
- Narrated by: Joy Osmanski, Kyle Tait
- Length: 10 hrs and 20 mins
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Emma loves her life. She’s the mother of a precocious kindergartener, married to her soul mate - a loyal and loving police detective - and has a rewarding career as a doctor at the local hospital. But everything comes crashing down when her son, Josh, is diagnosed with a rare form of cancer. Determined to save him, Emma makes the risky decision to sell opioids to fund the life-saving treatment he needs. But when somebody ends up dead, a lethal game of cat and mouse ensues, her own husband leading the chase.
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Interesting but cringe-worthy
- By Brittany on 03-17-21
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Tell Us No Secrets
- A Novel
- By: Siena Sterling
- Narrated by: Cindy Kay
- Length: 9 hrs and 7 mins
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Female friendship is intense and that intensity can erupt into dangerous passions when teenage girls are cooped up in an exclusive East Coast boarding school. Beautiful, streetwise Cassidy Thomas; debutante jock Abby Madison; academic, sensitive Karen Mullens; and sophisticated troublemaking Zoey Spalding are four seventeen-year-olds who should be cruising happily through their Senior Year. But jealousies are simmering. And when Zoey plays a game with the class list—if you lose your virginity you get a star beside your name—it sets in motion a chain of shocking events.
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Intricate character development with page turning plot!
- By E.K. Lanier on 06-10-22
By: Siena Sterling
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A Thousand Broken Pieces
- A Thousand Boy Kisses, Book 2
- By: Tillie Cole
- Narrated by: Katie Schorr, P. J. Ochlan
- Length: 14 hrs and 37 mins
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After losing her beloved sister three years ago, Savannah Litchfield has been living half a life. Now seventeen—the age Poppy died—the pain of losing her is worse than ever. When Savannah’s therapist suggests a trip around the world to help teens stricken by loss, she reluctantly agrees to it, clutching the unread journal Poppy left her as she goes.
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A Thousand Broken Pieces
- By Priscilla on 08-15-24
By: Tillie Cole
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Only One Survives
- By: Hannah Mary McKinnon
- Narrated by: Amy Hall
- Length: 11 hrs and 38 mins
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All drummer Vienna Taylor ever wanted was to make music. If that came with fame, she’d take it—as long as her best friend, guitarist Madison Pierce, was sharing the spotlight and singing lead. And with their new all-female pop rock band gaining traction, soon everyone would hear their songs… Except, on the way to an event, the Bittersweet’s van careened off an icy mountain road during a blizzard—leaving one member dead and another severely injured. In order to survive the frigid night, the rest took shelter in a nearby abandoned cabin.
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Overall Good
- By Bruce Watford on 01-29-25
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- Ruby
- 07-12-23
The ending
Why did the ending turn out soooo sad! Took to long!!!! Need a second part
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- Mummy wifey
- 12-27-22
Not as good as I thought it’d be
So much teenage angst in this book and a little drawn out for me. Was a bit underwhelming.
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- Hannah S.
- 11-30-22
Ouch
Get ready to get your heart ripped out of your chest and thrown across the room
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- Heidi Lindenskov Róadóttir
- 12-09-22
The END????
What even… What the fuck is all I can say about this book. Just wow!!!
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- Nursemac
- 01-09-23
heartbreaking
absolutely gorgeous story - I could've done without the "I said", "He said", "I said".... after almost every conversational encounter, but overall - a beautiful story!
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- Erin C.
- 01-08-23
Overall this book was…
Overall this book was good. The ending is what makes it a good read to me. But I feel as though it lacked the same intensity throughout the book that was displayed at the end of the book, earning its 4 stars
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-12-23
Goood
Liked it loved it predictable in its way but still very good super awesome did love the ending.
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-20-23
I’m 40 and I don’t care
For someone who never had an adolescence, I read a lot of YA and this book did not disappoint me in any way. The ending is sad, but also deeply realistic. Your emotions will be all over the place in 2 minutes but the ride to me, was worth it. It does leave it hanging though…
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- Lucas
- 01-23-23
Beautifully sad
A great, heart wrenching book. Narrated perfectly. I would highly recommend this book to teens and adults.
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- theresa hardy
- 02-16-23
Oh my !!!! Heartbreaking
One of the best books I have ever listened to!!!! Simply the best ! It will cause to think , cry , laugh and the ending is a hard pill to swallow but very real
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