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Michael Lewis MD
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Michael Lewis MD
About this listen
You must see the doctor……It can’t be avoided.Why do you hate it so much?
Dr. Michael Lewis is a family physician and has spent the last 20 years honing his skills. Recognized as an expert in the field, he has been invited to be on local and international news (TV and radio). He is married and has one awesome kid!
A Manual. A Memoir. A Rant.
Do you want to know what doctors go through? Are you a patient frustrated with healthcare? Are you a physician burning out? Do you deserve a better life? Better care?
You'll learn:
- The barriers to delivering compassionate care
- How self-care improves patient care
- Why physicians do what they do
- Why doctors are burning out
- The disturbing situations that affect physicians' decisions and their life choices
- And so much more!
An authentic look at the barriers to delivering compassionate medical care
No stone is left unturned as he examines the demise of compassion in medicine. Take this journey with Dr. Lewis
I'm grateful for the many lessons that my patients and fellow medical professionals have taught me, but let me be frank, "I didn't sign up for this shit!"
You won’t believe the twists and turns this book will take you…
Get the book now!
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- Dr. Stephen Johnson
- 04-25-23
Physicians Heal Thyself
Dr. Mike, my wife and I recently completed your book on Audible. We enjoyed it very much and thought that your Audible delivery was quite masterful. We found the content to be very compelling, smart, and informative and we appreciated that it was engaging and serious while punctuated with humor. We have recommended it to several friends in the medical profession who we know feel very much the same as you. With a preponderance of Baby Boomer physicians headed toward retirement, it seems apparent that what you have described will become worse before it gets better. Here’s hoping that there will be a positive trend to look forward to in the not too distant future.
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- 11-11-22
Our Medical Professionals deal w/ a lot of Shit
The author did an excellent job narrating his book. The book has opened my mind and heart to some of the frustrations some medical practitioners face.
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- spinedr
- 11-21-22
It’s about time!!
It’s about time our medical system was exposed. As a retired doctor I can empathize with Dr. Lewis. This is a book that should be read not only by the public but especially by primary care physicians. Thank you Dr. Lewis for your vital information and for pouring your heart out to us. Namaste
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