
I Am Ayah
The Way Home
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Donna Hill
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Alessandra Fleming has spent most of her life running from her past. Her budding photography career, her life in Manhattan, all serve to distract from the secrets and guilt she's never been able to face. Then the call. Her estranged father is in the hospital . . . and Alessandra must return home to Sag Harbor, crumbling the first wall between her past and her present.
For some, coming home is a relief. For Alessandra, it's a reminder of the family she's lost, of the time she'll never regain. But the answers—the secrets—of her family are hidden in the house, waiting for her. And the only one who may be able to help her uncover them is her father's neighbor, Zach, who brings with him an attraction that's intense and instantaneous.
Now Alessandra is being pulled back not only into her own complex family history, but into the richly documented lives of four extraordinary women. Generations touched by tragedy and triumph, despair and hope. And it's in these aching echoes of the past that Alessandra's own story—her mistakes and her capacity to love—will take shape, guiding her to the life she's meant to live . . . and the extraordinary person she will become.
Contains mature themes.
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- M. A. Finley
- 08-09-23
Awesome
I'm so glad this book was recommended to me. Donna Hill is a genius! Loved it!
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- Shelley W
- 10-15-23
A beautiful story
A beautiful story of connecting to heritage. A worthy read. It's a blend of historical, fiction, and steamy romance, but tied into the theme of finding, connecting and accepting one's heritage and moving forward with a hopeful future.
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- Claudia Rhen
- 07-23-24
Tapestry of Life
Beautifully written story of how lives are intertwined through time, spirituality, physically, and ancestral. Reminder of sharing with our children our heritage and, personally, His Word.
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-06-23
Finding who you are!
Book was written where reader could visualize the times and events of iyah and Zack past ancestors!
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- Ann
- 09-10-23
Great character development within historical fiction
I would have given this a higher rating but for the truly unnecessary bedroom scenes. The story could stand on its own. I would be embarrassed to recommend this to my friends.
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- Amazon Customer
- 10-31-23
Very Interesting 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
Could very well be a true story about black history and a legacy of family. It kept my interest Good job Donna Hill and narration by Bianca Drew.
Paula (NJ)♥️
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- Toby Guarino
- 09-14-23
Beautiful!
This was a beautiful story. Just enough sad, romance and fun. I highly recommend it
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- Sanya
- 06-04-24
I Loved the storytelling within the storytelling.🥰
This book was eloquently written! The entire story line was breathtaking and encompassed the hopes and dreams of many in my community!! This is precisely why Donna Hill is at the top of my list of favorite and preferred Authors!❤️ Thank You Ms. Hill🙏🏾
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- SummerGirl
- 09-15-23
Truly a MUST READ!
This one was so good! It was inspiring and heartbreaking, tender and steamy, historical and current! It was ALL THE THINGS. I will read more Donna Hill in the future - she has a gift!
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- Vickie
- 02-29-24
What a beautiful story!
I loved everything about this book! This is an amazing story and I highly recommend it!
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