
Hold Tight Gently
Michael Callen, Essex Hemphill, and the Battlefield of AIDS
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Anthony Bowden
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Martin Duberman
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In December 1995, the FDA approved the release of protease inhibitors, the first effective treatment for AIDS. For countless people, the drug offered a reprieve from what had been a death sentence; for others, it was too late. In the United States alone, over 318,000 people had already died from AIDS-related complications - among them the singer Michael Callen and the poet Essex Hemphill.
Meticulously researched and evocatively told, Hold Tight Gently is the celebrated historian Martin Duberman’s poignant memorial to those lost to AIDS and to two of the great unsung heroes of the early years of the epidemic.
Callen, a White gay Midwesterner who had moved to New York, became a leading figure in the movement to increase awareness of AIDS in the face of willful and homophobic denial under the Reagan administration; Hemphill, an African American gay man, contributed to the Black gay and lesbian scene in Washington, D.C., with poetry of searing intensity and introspection.
A profound exploration of the intersection of race, sexuality, class, identity, and the politics of AIDS activism beyond ACT UP, Hold Tight Gently captures both a generation struggling to cope with the deadly disease and the extraordinary refusal of two men to give in to despair.
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Beautiful book about the struggle to survive
Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?
Yes, it was well written and researched.
Who was your favorite character and why?
Both Mike and Essex
Have you listened to any of Anthony Bowden’s other performances before? How does this one compare?
No I havent
Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
The deaths of each men. So tragic.
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