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A Coming-of-Age Memoir of Forbidden Love
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Felice Cohen
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Felice Cohen
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What if your first love was a forbidden one?
At 23, Felice Cohen was--like other recent college grads--hesitant about entering the real world with the added stress of coming out in the early '90s. Focused on how to land a full-time position as a writer, falling in love was the last thing on her mind. But fall in love she did. With her boss, a woman 34 years older.
Felice and Sarah embarked on a high-stakes year-long love affair. Addicted to the high of first love, Felice was enthralled by Sarah's attention and content to hide their love in the shadows. Sarah, meanwhile, threw caution to the wind, risking her comfortably established life that included a prestigious job and long-term girlfriend. Though not perfect, it was enough until their secret was exposed, forcing Felice to publicly acknowledge their illicit love or start a new life for herself. Felice chose to walk away.
In this candid coming-of-age memoir—as compelling as a novel—Felice chronicles the happiness and heartbreak of an age-gap love affair while struggling to figure out the direction of her future. Ultimately, this is a story about navigating life's unpredictable path while following one's heart, and finding acceptance.
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- liztherockstar
- 02-24-23
An amazing memoir
Felice tells her story with heart. You can feel what she is going through with every breath and every change in her life. She is very brave to keep it real; not afraid to share with the reader even her most intimate thoughts and actions. I found the writing style she used for this book descriptive where the reader is pulled into the seasons and her life. You can feel the fall of New England and the summer of New York City as much as the love she shared with Sarah. Her joy and her pain is equally expressed. I highly recommend this book to anyone who wants to really feel an author’s heart beat. Five Stars.
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- christy commins
- 04-12-23
Loved this!
Couldn’t stop listening. Had to go on extended trips to listen until the end. Very emotional and worthwhile. Highly recommend.
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- Karen Louder
- 05-29-23
Love, Love, this Book!
Exactly what this world needs. A love story that is inclusive of the different ways we can love each other.
Written with such honesty and emotional insight that it grabs you by the heart and never lets go.
Intelligent, witty, and bravely candid.
Strongly recommend the audio version read by author Felice Cohen. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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