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Samantha Freeman
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As Sam begins her journey of faith in Christ, she will battle her own demons of lust and spirits of abandonment and the orphan. She will find herself caught up in unholy alliances, deception, and the tragic loss of children through abortion because of an adulterous affair she has with her pastor over a 15-year period.
Only God himself, through the power of the blood of Jesus and the guidance of the Holy Spirit, can set her free.
©2017 Samantha Freeman (P)2018 Samantha FreemanListeners also enjoyed...
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- 01-05-19
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Strong women to come outside the box, Nehemiah 8:10, NKJ Go not grieve, (sorrow)for the joy of the Lord is your strength l. Thanks for being obedient is better than sacrifice. I pray repentance for the Pastor who blood is on that whole church holding every body accountable for secreted.I pray all is set free. Whom the Son sets free is free indeed!
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