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Tyla Collier
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Ryan Alexander Holmes
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By:
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Jennifer Baker
About this listen
In this searing indictment of the juvenile justice system, one teen in detention weighs what she is willing to endure for forgiveness.
All it took was one night and one bad decision for fifteen-year-old Violetta Chen-Samuels’ life to go off the rails. After driving drunk and causing the accident that kills her little sister, Violetta is incarcerated. Under the juvenile justice system, her fate lies in the hands of those she’s wronged—her family. With their forgiveness, she could go home. But without it? Well . . .
Denied their forgiveness, Violetta is now left with two options, neither good—remain in juvenile detention for an uncertain sentence or participate in the Trials. The Trials are no easy feat, but if she succeeds, she could regain both her freedom and what she wants most of all: her family’s love. In her quest to prove her remorse, Violetta is forced to confront not only her family’s grief, but her own—and the question of whether their forgiveness is more important than forgiving herself.
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Critic reviews
A 2023 New York Public Library Best Book for Teens
★ “Though the justice system in the novel is clearly fiction, the parallels with our current system—especially Baker's depiction of the unequal way justice is applied—are unmistakable. A sharp indictment, Baker makes a powerful and passionate statement about real justice embedded in a well-constructed plot populated by vivid characters.”—Booklist, starred review
“Jennifer Baker crafts a riveting, heartbreaking, and ultimately redemptive tale with nuanced characters that are perfectly flawed and relatable. Forgive Me Not is an astute social commentary on the juvenile justice system and a powerful reflection on who deserves second chances. A groundbreaking debut that will stay with the reader long after the story ends.”—Renée Watson, #1 New York Times bestselling author, The 1619 Project: Born on the Water
“Unflinching and character-driven, Forgive Me Not confronts difficult questions about identity, family, and forgiveness. A potent reminder of the personal and societal harm caused by dehumanizing systems.”—Randy Ribay, National Book Award Finalist, Patron Saints of Nothing
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- Mildred Enriquez
- 08-13-24
Amazing life lesson
I would recommend everyone I know read this book because of the theme that very rarely gets addressed in our American culture: forgiveness. It teaches that every human being has worth beyond they're worst mistake.
I hesitated purchasing this book because of the heavy topic, but I'm glad I did because it opened my eyes to how to better treat others and myself.
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- Tenishia Unique
- 01-29-25
My favorite read of January
You honestly never hear about black&brown women writing about these stories in a raw vulnerable way but the way Jennifer wrote this drew me in especially with the dual POV! 5/5 in my top 10 for 2025.
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