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Narrated by:
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Lynn Boianelli
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Michael Berkowitz
About this listen
A lonely man finds love again!
After 47 years of a great relationship, courtship, and marriage, the author found himself alone. His wife had struggled with a rough fight with dementia. Suddenly, she took an unexpected turn for the worse, leaving him alone for the first time in his adult life. He was 64 at the time, but felt more like he was 40 physically and 95 emotionally.
For over a year, he had tried to go forward with his life, but when he was alone at night, his heart's emptiness reminded him that he needed someone to fill the ache inside him.
Loneliness is a killer, and he was dying from grief. He was dying inside because he had never been alone in his life. He told himself that he would be all right, but he wasn't and was fading fast. Then, he found Heather. They were two souls drifting in a sea of loneliness and grief that found one another amid a building storm.
Is she the one that can pull him out of an escalating depression?
We'll see.
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- Kyle T.
- 12-17-22
Like catching up with an old friend
A wonderful read (listen)! A heartfelt account of love, loss, and moving forward. It feels like you're sitting down for coffee with an old friend and listening to him talk about his past. I highly recommend!
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- georganna schottle
- 06-28-22
Full of raw/ truthful emotions
Absolutely loved the book. I could feel the emotions of the author. Excellent listening experience.
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