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Narrated by:
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Larry Ray Hardin
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Dianne DeMille PhD
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By:
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Larry Ray Hardin
About this listen
This is my story about growing up in Kentucky and my experience with law enforcement. After serving more than 30 years, I retired from the federal government with the United States Department of Justice as a special agent with the Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA).
Fighting My Greatest Enemy, Myself is my story to remind America that this dirty and deadly game is still very much alive and well. As a listener, you can be assured you are not getting just another theory or opinion, but the truth of "why there is no war on drugs". You will find the answers right here in this audiobook, but some of you will continue to ask the questions in search for the answers.
©2021 Dianne's Consultant Services (P)2021 Larry Ray Hardin and Dianne DeMille, PhDListeners also enjoyed...
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