
Fear Is a Choice
Tackling Life's Challenges with Dignity, Faith, and Determination
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From fighting for his life to pursuing a career in the NFL, ACC Player of the Year and star Pittsburgh Steelers running back James Conner shares how his choice to not fear the unknown made all the difference in his extraordinary journey.
During his first two years at the University of Pittsburgh, running back James Conner became one of the Panthers’ biggest stars, breaking records and winning the adoration of fans. Then, in the first game of his junior year, disaster struck in the form of a torn MCL. During rehab, James’s health continued to inexplicably deteriorate until a chest X-ray and biopsy confirmed the unthinkable: a diagnosis of Hodgkin’s lymphoma. Suddenly, it wasn’t just the dream of an NFL career that was in jeopardy; it was James' life. Yet when he shared the news of his diagnosis publicly, James rallied family, friends, and fans, with his message of hope and courage: "Fear is a choice. I choose not to fear cancer." In just 10 words, James defined his own journey on his own terms and refused to back down from one of the most dreaded diseases known to man.
Drawing strength from his faith in God and the support of his community and loved ones, James underwent treatment but continued to practice with his team despite the intense physical toll of chemotherapy. He was declared cancer-free within a year. Returning to the field in 2016, he finished his college career with a record-breaking 3,733 rushing yards and 56 touchdowns. Entering the NFL draft early, his success continued. Selected in the third round by the Pittsburgh Steelers, he quickly became one of the most beloved rookies in the league.
In Fear Is a Choice, James candidly shares his experiences during his battle with cancer and beyond, encouraging listeners and illustrating the spiritual truths and personal principles that got him through his darkest days. Conner’s warm, intimate, and inspiring story offers wisdom and advice for anyone who has faced adversity or the loss their dreams - and everyone who wants to learn how to tackle life’s problems with dignity, faith, and determination.
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- Carrie
- 01-14-21
Great Story Great Message
I was a big James Conner fan before this book and i am a bigger fan now. This was a great story with a great message and definitely worth a read for football and non-football fans.
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- Sarah_elizabeth_pgh
- 11-03-20
James Conner is an inspiration
This young man’s story of undying faith and perseverance will change you.
Thank you James! From one proud “yinzer” to another!
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- Tracy Rooney
- 12-20-20
An HONOR to be able to read/listen to his story
I absolutely loved this book. Although, I personally know James and his family, this book let me see inside (persay), to know his story, his feelings, the way he wanted to handle the situation. I knew all of this regardless from his mother, Kelly (there are NOT enough words in the dictionary to describe how amazing she is), but to hear/read Jay's perspective is a whole new level of understanding. Amazing job, Jay! Love ya..keep representing 814 & GO STEELERS AND TROJANS!❤
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- Christopher
- 12-02-20
A truly inspirational and insightful story
James tells a story much larger than himself. He puts his wisdom, courage and humility on full display (over his athleticism) throughout this story
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- Reverend George C. Lautner
- 06-26-20
Thank you James Conner
Inspiring words to lead you through your valley. The words written are built on the foundation of truth that is Jesus Christ. God be glorified through this his testimony of strength.
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- Lavin214
- 07-21-20
highly recommend
I highly recommend this book, this is easily the best self help book I've ever listened to. I love how he gives credit to God with everything.
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- Ethan E Colbert
- 09-16-21
As always, Conner performed above expectations
One of the best books I've ever read/heard, Conner's story blew me away and gave me chills.
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- Jeremy
- 06-09-21
Eye opening and inspiring.
Thank you James for sharing your story, your perspective. Your words have brought me comfort, courage, and hope. I strongly recommend this book to anyone that feels lost, scared, or hopeless. James reminds us, we’re not alone. Fear is a choice. Fantastic. Thank you again.
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- Jjj
- 04-27-24
Inspiring story of perseverance
A good example of not giving up and fighting through to victory, while recognizing with humility that the victory might just be one more day of life.
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-25-20
Beautiful and encouraging for all.
Thank you for sharing your story. This was a perfect reminder for all of us to live our best life. Wc is proud of you James.
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