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Sahar Abdulaziz
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Married to a man perfectly willing to destroy her sanity, Bella Boutin must find the courage to leave and never look back.
Most people think Logan is a wonderful and adoring husband. He's charming, witty, and handsome—a man of the world and a master of his destiny. Yet, a more sinister side lies behind his good looks and charismatic demeanor. To his family, Logan is selfish, self-centered, and manipulative. To the many women he's hurt and lied to, Logan is cruel and untrustworthy. But for Bella, the target of Logan's abuse, her husband is an inescapable and recurring nightmare.
Bella knows she needs to leave Logan, but discovers that fleeing from a narcissist is fraught with danger. Trapped, afraid, and running out of options, Bella secretly plots her escape. However, time and opportunity are quickly running out.
Blaming, shaming, power, and control converge in Sahar Abdulaziz's contemporary fiction novel Expendable—the intimate story behind the "normal" veneer of one couple's unraveling marriage.
©2023 Sahar Abdulaziz (P)2023 Sahar AbdulazizListeners also enjoyed...
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