
"Elizabeth"
My Journey Through Control
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Elizabeth J. Simpkins
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Do you like sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll? Do you know what jails, institutions, and death are all about? I don't want to be controlled, but can I control myself? Who says I have to live by society's rules?
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- Joshua Stevens
- 01-13-23
A story of hope
The way of Elizabeth as told in the book is a journey from happiness to hope for all who struggle in life. I highly recommend this book and hope she will write another book on journey called life.
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