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Kimberly Blackburn
About this listen
My past was always just beneath the surface.
I couldn't look into someone's eyes without them knowing the truth.
The truth is...
The day I met Jeremy changed me forever.
More than once, I thought it would be my last day. The feelings of despair were so intense I couldn't look at myself in the mirror. I was so ashamed.
The double life, the $94 million in stolen money, and the FBI investigation.
What other choice did I have?
Behind my brown eyes and long brown hair and seemingly perfect life—I am a woman who experienced pain and trauma far beyond my years.
Finally, I am ready to look into your eyes and share my story—there is a chance it can help you, too.
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