
Destroy Me
A Reverse Harem Vampire Romance (The Last Vocari, Book 4)
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Elena Lawson
About this listen
"Raphael is dead to me already," Azrael told me through gritted teeth.
"He was the dead the moment he lifted a finger against you."
The explosive conclusion to The Last Vocari series is here. Follow Rose as she takes her place among the monsters she once hunted to fight her greatest battle yet.
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- Yuliya
- 05-11-21
Fabulous Ending to the Series!
I love the way this book was still full of action, magic and relationship development. It wrapped the series up very nicely while not necessarily giving you the ending you thought it would. Loved, loved it and I'll miss this awesome cast of characters.
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- Brooke
- 05-08-21
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
I'm sad that this series is over, but I'm glad she got all her pieces to her puzzle at the end. Always enjoy listening to your books Elena Lawson a d can't wait for more.
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- Kindle Customer
- 05-24-21
To have a lot of love to share!
If you're looking for a great vampire series this is the one! How many mates will one woman have? Will she survive in the vampire world!
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- Stormer83
- 05-18-21
great ending
I enjoyed this book the whole series was so good great ending the narrator did a great job
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- trufriends
- 05-15-21
full circle
this series came full circle with full of emotions, drama and the like. If you are looking for a reverse haram with a storyline then I do recommend checking this one out.
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- Lisa P
- 05-19-21
Epic Ending
I'm sad this series is over. But the ending was perfect!
If you want a story with a kicka$$ heroine this is the series for you! Non stop action with chemistry off the charts!!
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- Whimdipity
- 01-28-23
Final Review: Good story, not worth 4 credits
Yes, it’s a good story that falls firmly in the average category. As a set, it would have been well worth a credit. But not 4.
It’s not what is there that is the issue. It’s what isn’t there - such as rich descriptions of the places and even characters - that fails to establish a solid connection between the reader/listener and the story.
You’ll know this is a fair assessment after having read/listened to the exceptional series in this genre, such as Zodiac Academy.
And as I previously mentioned, Addison Barnes does a great job narrating both male/female voices. But it’s hard to miss her distorted pronunciation of “s” and “z” in very specific contexts - especially “s” and “z” sounds in the middle and end words or when in certain consonant blends (e.g /sw/).
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