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Alicia Banit
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Pamela Cook
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When a promise kept means a life is broken...
Tessa De Santis’s child-free marriage in inner-city Sydney is ordered and comfortable, and she likes it that way. When tragedy strikes and her childhood friend Skye Whittaker dies, Tess is bound to honour a promise to become foster mother to Skye’s ten-year-old daughter, Grace, throwing her life upside down.
Leaving her husband and work-driven life behind, Tess travels to an isolated property where the realities of her friend’s life – and death – hit hard. The idyllic landscape and an unexpected form of therapy ease her fears, and her relationship with Grace begins to blossom.
But a secret from her earlier life with Skye refuses to remain hidden, and Tess is forced into a decision that will either right the wrongs of the past, or completely destroy her future.
WARNING: CONTAINS GRAPHIC CONTENT
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Critic reviews
'[P]acked with emotion from start to finish, a haunting story about the power of a promise to change the course of lives.' (Book Relish)
'An emotional but moving tale, that carefully considers life's unexpected turns, accepting responsibility, altering your purpose in life and learning to love in different ways.' (Mrs B's Book Reviews)
‘A beautiful story…prepare to have your heart warmed and broken, to laugh and to cry.’ (Natasha Lester, New York Times bestselling author)