
Circadian
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
$0.99/mo for the first 3 months

Buy for $14.95
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
-
Narrated by:
-
Brenda Scott Wlazlo
-
By:
-
Chelsey Clammer
About this listen
Circadian is a collection of lyric essays that reach beyond personal narrative and exist in the vast landscape of curiosity and intrigue. With an astute attentiveness to language and form, Chelsey Clammer poetically weaves personal stories into the narratives of different - yet connecting - fields of study. Through this, she explores experiences of trauma, mental illnesses, and the rhythmic and oscillating desires for solitude and connection. Using math to figure out the problem of an alcoholic father, weather to reconsider trauma, the history of sexism and the facts of its lingual effects, anatomy as a way to process memories, and even grammar to question our identities, these “facts” don't work as metaphors, but frameworks and forms that naturally circle around one another. Each essay in Circadian stands as a witness to the brilliant and destructive cycles that create our lives.
©2016 Red Hen Press (P)2018 Red Hen PressListeners also enjoyed...
-
In the Body of the World
- By: Eve Ensler
- Narrated by: Eve Ensler
- Length: 4 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Playwright, author, and activist Eve Ensler has devoted her life to the female body - how to talk about it, how to protect and value it. Yet she spent much of her life disassociated from her own body - a disconnection brought on by her father’s sexual abuse and her mother’s remoteness. “Because I did not, could not inhabit my body or the Earth,” she writes, “I could not feel or know their pain.” But Ensler is shocked out of her distance.
-
-
Scan!
- By Kilmister on 08-03-13
By: Eve Ensler
-
Ashley Bell
- By: Dean Koontz
- Narrated by: Suzy Jackson
- Length: 17 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Who is Ashley Bell? From number-one New York Times best-selling author Dean Koontz comes the must-listen thriller of the year, perfect for listeners of dark psychological suspense and modern classics of mystery and adventure. Brilliantly paced, with an exhilarating heroine and a twisting, ingenious storyline, Ashley Bell is a new milestone in literary suspense from the long-acclaimed master.
-
-
A truthful review
- By Christina on 01-11-16
By: Dean Koontz
-
Mean Baby
- A Memoir of Growing Up
- By: Selma Blair
- Narrated by: Selma Blair
- Length: 9 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The first story Selma Blair Beitner ever heard about herself is that she was a mean, mean baby. With her mouth pulled in a perpetual snarl and a head so furry it had to be rubbed to make way for her forehead, Selma spent years living up to her terrible reputation: biting her sisters, lying spontaneously, getting drunk from Passover wine at the age of seven, and behaving dramatically so that she would be the center of attention. In a memoir that is as wildly funny as it is emotionally shattering, Blair tells the captivating story of growing up and finding her truth.
-
-
Poor little privileged girl...
- By Tesa Fisher on 09-20-22
By: Selma Blair
-
Girl in Need of a Tourniquet
- Memoir of a Borderline Personality
- By: Merri Lisa Johnson
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 4 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
An honest and compelling memoir, Girl in Need of a Tourniquet is Merri Lisa Johnson’s account of her borderline personality disorder and how it has affected her life and relationships. Johnson describes the feeling of "bleeding out" unable to tell where she stopped and where her partner began. A self-confessed "psycho girlfriend," she was influenced by many emotional factors from her past. She recalls her path through a dysfunctional, destructive relationship, while recounting the experiences that brought her to her breaking point.
-
-
Chaotic, disturbing, meaningless
- By BRB on 04-02-14
-
The Invisible Life of Ivan Isaenko
- A Novel
- By: Scott Stambach
- Narrated by: Dan Bittner
- Length: 8 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Seventeen-year-old Ivan Isaenko is a life-long resident of the Mazyr Hospital for Gravely Ill Children in Belarus. For the most part, every day is exactly the same for Ivan, which is why he turns everything into a game, manipulating people and events around him for his own amusement. Until Polina arrives. She steals his books. She challenges his routine. The nurses like her. She is exquisite. Soon, he cannot help being drawn to her and the two forge a romance that is tenuous and beautiful and everything they never dared dream of.
-
-
Heartbreaking yet hilarious
- By Angela Dieckman on 08-20-16
By: Scott Stambach
-
Citizen
- An American Lyric
- By: Claudia Rankine
- Narrated by: Allyson Johnson
- Length: 1 hr and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Claudia Rankine's bold new audiobook recounts mounting racial aggressions in ongoing encounters in 21st-century daily life and in the media. Some of these encounters are slights, seeming slips of the tongue, and some are intentional offensives in the classroom, at the supermarket, at home, on the tennis court with Serena Williams and the soccer field with Zinedine Zidane, online, on TV - everywhere, all the time. The accumulative stresses come to bear on a person's ability to speak, perform, and stay alive.
-
-
Important Work But Audio Is Missing a Lot
- By David P on 08-30-17
By: Claudia Rankine
-
In the Body of the World
- By: Eve Ensler
- Narrated by: Eve Ensler
- Length: 4 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Playwright, author, and activist Eve Ensler has devoted her life to the female body - how to talk about it, how to protect and value it. Yet she spent much of her life disassociated from her own body - a disconnection brought on by her father’s sexual abuse and her mother’s remoteness. “Because I did not, could not inhabit my body or the Earth,” she writes, “I could not feel or know their pain.” But Ensler is shocked out of her distance.
-
-
Scan!
- By Kilmister on 08-03-13
By: Eve Ensler
-
Ashley Bell
- By: Dean Koontz
- Narrated by: Suzy Jackson
- Length: 17 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Who is Ashley Bell? From number-one New York Times best-selling author Dean Koontz comes the must-listen thriller of the year, perfect for listeners of dark psychological suspense and modern classics of mystery and adventure. Brilliantly paced, with an exhilarating heroine and a twisting, ingenious storyline, Ashley Bell is a new milestone in literary suspense from the long-acclaimed master.
-
-
A truthful review
- By Christina on 01-11-16
By: Dean Koontz
-
Mean Baby
- A Memoir of Growing Up
- By: Selma Blair
- Narrated by: Selma Blair
- Length: 9 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The first story Selma Blair Beitner ever heard about herself is that she was a mean, mean baby. With her mouth pulled in a perpetual snarl and a head so furry it had to be rubbed to make way for her forehead, Selma spent years living up to her terrible reputation: biting her sisters, lying spontaneously, getting drunk from Passover wine at the age of seven, and behaving dramatically so that she would be the center of attention. In a memoir that is as wildly funny as it is emotionally shattering, Blair tells the captivating story of growing up and finding her truth.
-
-
Poor little privileged girl...
- By Tesa Fisher on 09-20-22
By: Selma Blair
-
Girl in Need of a Tourniquet
- Memoir of a Borderline Personality
- By: Merri Lisa Johnson
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 4 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
An honest and compelling memoir, Girl in Need of a Tourniquet is Merri Lisa Johnson’s account of her borderline personality disorder and how it has affected her life and relationships. Johnson describes the feeling of "bleeding out" unable to tell where she stopped and where her partner began. A self-confessed "psycho girlfriend," she was influenced by many emotional factors from her past. She recalls her path through a dysfunctional, destructive relationship, while recounting the experiences that brought her to her breaking point.
-
-
Chaotic, disturbing, meaningless
- By BRB on 04-02-14
-
The Invisible Life of Ivan Isaenko
- A Novel
- By: Scott Stambach
- Narrated by: Dan Bittner
- Length: 8 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Seventeen-year-old Ivan Isaenko is a life-long resident of the Mazyr Hospital for Gravely Ill Children in Belarus. For the most part, every day is exactly the same for Ivan, which is why he turns everything into a game, manipulating people and events around him for his own amusement. Until Polina arrives. She steals his books. She challenges his routine. The nurses like her. She is exquisite. Soon, he cannot help being drawn to her and the two forge a romance that is tenuous and beautiful and everything they never dared dream of.
-
-
Heartbreaking yet hilarious
- By Angela Dieckman on 08-20-16
By: Scott Stambach
-
Citizen
- An American Lyric
- By: Claudia Rankine
- Narrated by: Allyson Johnson
- Length: 1 hr and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Claudia Rankine's bold new audiobook recounts mounting racial aggressions in ongoing encounters in 21st-century daily life and in the media. Some of these encounters are slights, seeming slips of the tongue, and some are intentional offensives in the classroom, at the supermarket, at home, on the tennis court with Serena Williams and the soccer field with Zinedine Zidane, online, on TV - everywhere, all the time. The accumulative stresses come to bear on a person's ability to speak, perform, and stay alive.
-
-
Important Work But Audio Is Missing a Lot
- By David P on 08-30-17
By: Claudia Rankine
-
Boy Erased
- A Memoir
- By: Garrard Conley
- Narrated by: Michael Crouch
- Length: 8 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The son of a Baptist pastor and deeply embedded in church life in small town Arkansas, as a young man Garrard Conley was terrified and conflicted about his sexuality. When Garrard was a 19-year-old college student, he was outed to his parents, and was forced to make a life-changing decision: either agree to attend a church-supported conversion therapy program that promised to "cure" him of homosexuality; or risk losing family, friends, and the God he had prayed to every day of his life.
-
-
Not What I’d Hoped
- By JayJay on 06-22-18
By: Garrard Conley
-
The Road Back to Me
- Healing and Recovering from Co-Dependency, Addiction, Enabling, and Low Self Esteem
- By: Lisa A. Romano
- Narrated by: Gina E. Manegio
- Length: 5 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
This story is told through the jagged peephole of the author's awareness, examining her formative wounds and influences from the perspective of a woman who has now gained experience and wisdom. As she peers over her soul's shoulder, she recalls the chaos of her once-fragile childhood mind. She shudders as she is reminded of the sting of her lonely childhood, her feelings of abandonment, and her painful memories of being bullied.
-
-
NOT a book about recovery
- By M. F. Irvin on 03-20-18
By: Lisa A. Romano
-
The Argonauts
- By: Maggie Nelson
- Narrated by: Maggie Nelson
- Length: 4 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Maggie Nelson's The Argonauts is a genre-bending memoir, a work of "autotheory" offering fresh, fierce, and timely thinking about desire, identity, and the limitations and possibilities of love and language. At its center is a romance: the story of the author's relationship with the artist Harry Dodge. This story, which includes Nelson's account of falling in love with Dodge, who is fluidly gendered, as well as her journey to and through a pregnancy, is an intimate portrayal of the complexities and joys of (queer) family making.
-
-
A relaxing meditation on identity, gender and art
- By redhidari on 10-01-15
By: Maggie Nelson
-
In the Blood
- A Novel
- By: Lisa Unger
- Narrated by: Gretchen Mol, Candace Thaxton
- Length: 10 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Lana Granger lives a life of lies. She has told so many lies about where she comes from and who she is that the truth is like a cloudy nightmare she can’t quite recall. About to graduate from college and with her trust fund almost tapped out, she takes a job babysitting a troubled boy named Luke. Expelled from schools all over the country, the manipulative young Luke is accustomed to controlling the people in his life. But, in Lana, he may have met his match. Or has Lana met hers?
-
-
Not my cup of tea
- By Catherine J. Pondozzi on 01-13-14
By: Lisa Unger
-
The Perfect Other
- A Memoir of My Sister
- By: Kyleigh Leddy
- Narrated by: Kyleigh Leddy
- Length: 10 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
All Kait Leddy had ever wanted was a little sister. When Kyleigh was born, they were inseparable; Kait would protect her, include her, cuddle and comfort her, and, to Kyleigh, her big sister was her whole world. As they grew, however, and as Kait entered adolescence, her personality began to change. She was lashing out emotionally and physically, and losing touch with reality in certain ways.
-
-
Not about mental illness
- By Maricruz Prada on 05-02-22
By: Kyleigh Leddy
-
Hurry Down Sunshine
- By: Michael Greenberg
- Narrated by: Michael Greenberg
- Length: 6 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Hurry Down Sunshine tells the story of the extraordinary summer when, at the age of 15, Michael Greenberg's daughter was struck mad. It begins with Sally's sudden visionary crack-up on the streets of Greenwich Village, and continues, among other places, in the out-of-time world of a Manhattan psychiatric ward during the city's most sweltering months.
-
-
Lyrical and moving
- By K. Roggenkamp on 04-11-09
-
The Mourning After
- By: Rochelle B. Weinstein
- Narrated by: Vikas Adam
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A tragic car accident will forever change the Keller family. Fifteen-year-old Levon Keller survives, though his older brother, David, star athlete and golden child, does not. As the fragile family mourns while trying to move on, guilt-ridden Levon finds himself lost between the memory of his brother and the constant attention his younger sister requires with a rare genetic affliction. When beautiful and unpredictable teenager Lucy Bell moves in next door, Levon finds a trustworthy friend - one capable of providing salvation and true insight.
-
Scale
- A Novel
- By: Keith Buckley
- Narrated by: Keith Buckley
- Length: 5 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
As a hopeless and struggling indie rock musician, Ray Goldman's best chance of discovering any beauty and purpose in his dysfunctional life will come only when he ceases to struggle against life itself. Scale chronicles Ray Goldman’s journey downward through the adversarial trials that sometimes prove necessary in facilitating an eventual ascent into truth and happiness. The odd chapters of the novel find Ray, now a 31-year-old guitar player, seeking fulfillment in the wake of a life-altering tragedy.
-
-
Poor Presentation
- By mmacedonia on 04-16-19
By: Keith Buckley
-
This Messy Magnificent Life
- A Field Guide
- By: Geneen Roth
- Narrated by: Geneen Roth
- Length: 4 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
From the beginning, Geneen Roth was told she was too sensitive, too emotional, too curious, too demanding, too intense, and too big. Yet gaining and losing weight for decades did not improve her self-worth or reduce other people's criticisms. Like most women who struggle with their weight, she believed that if she could resolve what seemed to be the source of her self-hatred - how and what she ate - she would be thin, happy, and free. That belief, she discovered, was false.
-
-
A rehash of earlier works...nothing new here
- By River Holmes-miller on 03-18-18
By: Geneen Roth
-
Abandon Me
- Memoirs
- By: Melissa Febos
- Narrated by: Melissa Febos
- Length: 7 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In her critically acclaimed memoir, Whip Smart, Melissa Febos laid bare the intimate world of the professional dominatrix, turning an honest examination of her life into a lyrical study of power, desire, and fulfillment. In her dazzling Abandon Me, Febos captures the intense bonds of love and the need for connection - with family, lovers, and oneself. First, her birth father, who left her with only an inheritance of addiction and Native American blood, its meaning a mystery.
-
-
This journey is captivating to say the least!
- By Ilanna on 08-11-17
By: Melissa Febos
-
Mister Tender's Girl
- By: Carter Wilson
- Narrated by: Saskia Maarleveld
- Length: 10 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
As a 14-year-old girl in London, Alice survived a horrific stabbing attack by two classmates obsessed with Mister Tender, a graphic novel character created by Alice's own father. Now, a decade later and an ocean away, Alice is trying to focus on the present - but the past won't leave her alone. Someone knows far more than they should - not just about the night she's tried so hard to forget, but also deeply private details about Alice's life.
-
-
A Proper Mystery/Thriller Based on a True Event
- By Jenn on 02-20-18
By: Carter Wilson
-
No One Crosses the Wolf
- A Memoir
- By: Lisa Nikolidakis
- Narrated by: Lisa Nikolidakis
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Growing up, Lisa Nikolidakis tried to make sense of her childhood, which was scarred by abuse, violence, and psychological terrors so extreme that her relationship with her father was cleaved beyond repair. Having finally been able to leave that relationship behind, surviving meant forgetting. For years, “I’m fine” was a lie Nikolidakis repeated. Then, on her twenty-seventh birthday, Nikolidakis’s father murdered his girlfriend and her daughter, and turned the gun on himself.
-
-
Sadly, not a unique story
- By Penny Lane on 09-25-22
By: Lisa Nikolidakis
What listeners say about Circadian
Average customer ratingsReviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Sebhastien
- 06-12-18
Good Break from Self-Help
I was given this free review copy audiobook at my request and have voluntarily left this review.
This book wasn't quite what I expected, but it was a good change of pace for me. I am usually a listener of self-help books, or a reader of fiction. The performance by Brenda was great. I think I need to go back and give this a relisten now that I know what to expect.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- cosmitron
- 04-17-18
A gift to lovers of good writing.
What did you love best about Circadian?
It is multi-dimensional in its scope, it weaves in and out of different ideas and subjects.It is a hallmark of a great writer that can break the mold of the traditions of not only writing essays but writing itself.
What was one of the most memorable moments of Circadian?
The range of ideas and stories and how they are intermingled by the Author.
Which character – as performed by Brenda Scott Wlazlo – was your favorite?
N/A
Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
Yes although a book as ambitious as this requires the reader to take time to absorb the various issues being raised by the writer.
Any additional comments?
This book was given to me for free at my request and I provided this voluntary review.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
13 people found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Tom Anderson
- 05-01-18
I Didn’t Get It
This was just one of those books that I didn’t get. Admittedly it’s probably my fault but this book was like hanging on to a kite in a hurricane; it was all over the place beyond what I would normally consider stream of consciousness. Besides, the topics just struck me as odd. I understand this is a collection of essays but even essays have engaging topics and text that flows. These just didn’t.
The bright spot was Brenda Scott Wlazlo’s narration. She navigated brilliantly through the verbal turmoil of “Circadian”. Thanks, Brenda.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!