
Before I Let Go
Skyland, Book 1
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Jakobi Diem
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Wesleigh Siobhan
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Kennedy Ryan
About this listen
Their love was supposed to last forever. But when life delivered blow after devastating blow, Yasmen and Josiah Wade found that love had its limits...it couldn't save their marriage.
Yasmen wasn't prepared for how her life fell apart, but she's finally starting to find joy again. She and Josiah have found a new rhythm: co-parenting their two kids and running a thriving business together. Yet, like magnets, they're always drawn back to each other, and now they're beginning to wonder if they're truly ready to let go of everything they once had.
One stolen kiss leads to another...and then more. It's hot. It's illicit. It's good - until it starts to hurt again. As old wounds reopen, Yasmen and Josiah wonder if it is too late for them to find forever.
Or could they be even better, the second time around?
Award-winning and bestselling 'powerhouse' author Kennedy Ryan is at her absolute best in this compelling, scorching novel about hope and healing, and what it truly means to love for a lifetime (USA Today).
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Critic reviews
"Real, raw, magnificent - Before I Let Go is the beautiful angst I love to read." (Colleen Hoover)
"Breathtaking, gut-wrenching, viscerally romantic." (Talia Hibbert)
"Spectacular! If you love angst with the most satisfying payoff, Before I Let Go is for you." (Christina Lauren)
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- Jeanette Karimi
- 01-26-23
Beautiful
Depression is truly a thief, it’s a liar. It makes us make regretful decisions.
Yasmen and Josiah experience two devastating losses; loss of a parental figure (Josiah’s aunt) and that of a child (their unborn child) in quick succession. They deal with these losses differently. Yasmen sinks into deep depression and feels resentful towards her husband (now ex) because in her eyes he seems undeterred by these losses. He’s always on the move and doesn’t seem to want to slow down and work through the grief with wife (now ex). What Yasmen doesn’t know is that that’s Josiah’s way of coping.
This books takes through how despite everything they are going through they work well, there’s ambers of love and an attraction between them.
They experience a full circle moment when they find their way back to each other’s arms with so much intensity.
Kennedy Ryan beautifully wades through mental issues, divorce, grief, miscarriage so delicately telling a story that so many identify with. It’s beautifully done.
This book got me letting out some moans and frantically fanning myself- some scenes are hot!!
Let me just say there’s something about a black man’s love, it’s gold.
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- Farai
- 09-28-23
I needed this!
I'll listen to anything written by Kennedy Ryan and narrated by Wesley and Jakobi.
This story in particular had my attention from the jump as I've been struggling to let go of a personal relationship. it helped me to process and come to terms with things I can't change.
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- Anonymous User
- 02-27-23
Amazing.
Loved it!
Thank you!
Amazing!
Thought provoking throughout.
Healing, Forgiveness, Love are fundamental in life.
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- Anonymous User
- 08-20-24
Seasoned writing
Lovely book and the performers were great. Well done to the writer. I really enjoyed this book
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- Shafra08
- 01-31-24
The story and narration is everything
I enjoyed the flow of the story and the narrators commitment to script. it was well worth my credit 😉 highly recommend
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- Anonymous User
- 02-18-25
STORY!!!! Great story, so well written!
Voices are brillant for this story! Particularly the voice for Jasmine! It's so addictive, finished the audio book in two days!
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- Anonymous User
- 04-26-25
A hopeless romantics playground
Im such a hopeless romantic. I enjoyed every part of this book, I was so captivating and even presented so will I looked forward to listening every time. Looking forward to my next purchase next month.
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