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Devon Ryder
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Theo Sinclair
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By:
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Nicole Dykes
About this listen
When you’re young, everything seems brighter, more hopeful, and like anything is possible.
Which is great. But it can also lead to so many mistakes.
Mistakes you promise yourself you’ll never make again.
You promise yourself you'll be smarter, guard your heart, and make better decisions. And you won’t ever let anyone crush you again.
But what happens when you’re confronted with the past?
Nash Davis is settled and happy, helping his brother and his wife pursue their dreams. But when his biggest regret comes crashing back into his life, will he have the strength he promised himself he’d have? Can he keep his walls up? Or will Adrian Walker’s presence be too much?
Will it lead toward an inevitable backslide to where they began? Or can there be a future after so much pain?
When Nash and Adrian are thrown together in the Ozarks for months, they’re about to find out.
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I'm the rebel, the bad one. I follow no rules on the track or anywhere else. I'm the obnoxious bad boy the fans secretly root for. I don't mind playing my role. I'm good at it, and it pays to be the dark to his light. Until the good boy starts to get to me. I'm confused and unsure of what I want, when it was all so clear before. They say good always wins, but is that truly the case? In the race between the far-too-pretty good boy and the angry bad boy, who will actually win?
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great story
- By april on 06-27-24
By: Nicole Dykes
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Taken by the Lord of the Nocturne Court
- Dark Companions, Book 1
- By: K.A. Merikan
- Narrated by: Jamie Treselyan, John Hartley
- Length: 15 hrs and 4 mins
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I'm your typical small-town loser stuck in a dead-end job. Single, because dating is for well-adjusted human beings, not traumatized gay boys with trust issues. All I want is to leave my past behind and finally start living. My wish comes true in the most bizarre way imaginable. One evening, a beautiful man with pointy ears and flowing dark locks appears out of nowhere. He proclaims I am to be his 'Dark Companion' based on some stupid deal I made in a dream. Oh, and apparently he's an elven prince, the Lord of Shadows, Protector of the Nightmare Realm, and Knight of Grief Ocean.
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Great narrators
- By Amazon Customer on 01-09-25
By: K.A. Merikan
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Immoral
- By: Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Christian Black, Dash Coleman
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Grady: A preacher’s son. I’ve done everything I can to defy his rules. Reckless, destructive, immoral. But after all this, there’s only one thing I haven’t allowed myself to indulge in...him. Ryan: A welder's son. I’ve done everything I can to make him proud. Hardworking, loyal, strong. I’ve accomplished all his dreams while denying my own. But there was only one thing I’ve ever wanted...him.
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I need more MM romance in my life
- By Hannah Danielle Scofield (Justagirlandherbook21 - Bookstagram) on 03-01-24
By: Nicole Dykes
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The Convict
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- By: RS McKenzie
- Narrated by: Tor Thom, Michael Gallagher
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
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Fifteen years to life is a long time to be sentenced to prison, even if I do deserve it. As the Enforcer of my MC, I had to do some things that would give most people nightmares. I'm prepared to do my time, waiting for my lawyer to appeal my sentence. But when an opportunity presents itself to escape, I take it. I'm on my way back to my clubhouse in Tennessee when I get stuck in a small Missouri town. I have to kidnap the small-town mechanic to aid in my escape, ignoring the unfamiliar cravings I feel towards him.
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Wow!
- By AngieDB on 10-16-24
By: RS McKenzie
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Keeper
- Kensley Panthers Series, Book 1
- By: Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Tim Paige, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 5 hrs and 34 mins
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I like to party; to have a good time. Life’s too short not to. I learned that when I lost my grandpa. He told me to have fun while I can, and I intend to. Though sometimes when you’re having a good time, you forget others may see you as irresponsible. And sometimes you screw up. I’ve definitely screwed up a time or two, but I’m still determined to have fun. I’m hoping I’ll convince my best friend, Camden, to do the same along the way. He’s too serious. Too focused. Too busy taking care of everyone to just relax. And that’s where I come in.
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GFY done well
- By Zell Oakley on 04-06-23
By: Nicole Dykes
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Only the Small Bones
- Slow Burns & Tragic Beginnings, Book 1
- By: C.P. Harris
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
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As the founder of Freedom Fighters, famed music composer, William Mayes, is often the first port of call when the FBI needs assistance with human trafficking victims. After receiving such a call one night, William abandons everything to catch the next flight home. Arriving at Manhattan Memorial, he finds a beautiful young man restrained to a gurney. His eyes are wild with fear, and blood stains his skin. No one has been successful in getting him to speak.
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Oh My!! Awesome story!
- By Marian Burge on 04-06-25
By: C.P. Harris
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Halo
- The Beginning of Always, Book 1
- By: E.M. Lindsey
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma
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There are many words for what Oliver does for a living, and none of them are very kind. Oliver's time in that industry is nearly at an end, so when a gorgeous older man with sad eyes stumbles into his path, Oliver finds it impossible to turn him away. Victor looks at him like he's an angel, even when Oliver feels like a devil, but he knows better than to hope. After all, men like them are only ever destined for star-crossed love. As months of separation carry on, Oliver realizes that maybe he really is willing to fight for what he wants and, more importantly, for who.
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Sweet love story, FAVORITE narrator!!
- By The Borg on 11-10-24
By: E.M. Lindsey
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Clarity
- By: Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Kai Kennicott, Wen Ross
- Length: 6 hrs and 23 mins
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Rhys: I’m an addict. I’ve been abused, and I’ve been the abuser. My entire life has been a blur, filled with misery and anguish. I’m trying my best to stay clean and lucid even when my world feels dark. Now, I have to stay away from the woman who makes everything murky and complicated. Blair: I’ve always been a toy for others to use. A spoiled, broken girl who’s never been seen because no one ever tried. He sees me though. Holding up a mirror and showing me exactly who I am with absolute clarity. Is that a good thing? I’m not sure.
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heartbreaking
- By Lou on 01-13-22
By: Nicole Dykes
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Sunshine for Sale
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- By: Cora Rose, Nicole Dykes
- Narrated by: Devon Ryder, Matt Haynes
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The emo kid, the loner, the cynical wallflower with an attitude. It's no secret that I've never quite fit in. But it's glaringly obvious now that I've moved to this Podunk small town that seems to run entirely on sugar, friendliness, and cheer. (And cows, an ungodly number of cows.) I hate it—this place where everyone knows everyone, and I'm still the outsider. Who wants to fit in anyway? I've never really tried, never even thought I wanted to…until I met him. Jimbob is living his best life out here, farming the fields of Kansas, well and truly happy. And I just don't get it.
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My Go-to Feel good
- By Tangela Stanley on 06-21-24
By: Cora Rose, and others
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Collided
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When my mother told me she was getting married, I had no idea just how much my life would change. Her new husband does his best to make me feel welcome, but his son is a different story. Huxley Granger is rude and aggressive, and from the moment we collide, he makes it clear that he loathes me. Then, something happens. An event that alters everything between us.
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Lust
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- By: Devon McCormack
- Narrated by: Tim Paige
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I’ve never been attracted to guys. I definitely would never be attracted to a privileged, cocky bastard like Brad Henning. Even though I’ve only been at St. Lawrence University for a few weeks, this prick and his friends are on a mission to mess with me—a scholarship kid who I guess they don’t think belongs at a prestigious school intended for the nation’s elite.
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It's like Shadowhunters meets The Covenant
- By Stephanie Oldeck on 03-08-25
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Without You
- By: Marley Valentine
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- Length: 9 hrs and 14 mins
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Julian was the boy next door. My brother's best friend, he fit with my family in ways I never could. While he and Rhett went on to play house, I left the only life I knew, desperate for a fresh start. Until everything changed. Heartache came along, and the aftermath of my brother's death was here to stay. I was now face to face with Julian more than I ever wanted to be. Being around him brought up all my insecurities, forced me to deal with hard truths, and conjured up feelings I had no business entertaining. He wasn't the man I thought I knew.
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Overwrought
- By Zell Oakley on 07-31-20
By: Marley Valentine
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- holly_hawk_reads_a_lot
- 10-11-23
Backslide
Backslide is a second chance m/m romance. This book is about Nash Davis and Adrian Walker and is told from both of their points of view.
Nash and Adrian had a steamy moment together, but something happened that tore them apart. Now years later, Nash is working at his siblings hotel, and Adrian shows up with his girlfriend and family.
When Nash and Adrian see each other feelings start to develop between the two again, but the past also catches up. What happens when Adrian's family is around? What happens with Adrian's girlfriend? What happens when Nash and Adrian talk about what really happened in the past?
Will Adrian and Nash get their happy ending together? I really enjoyed listening to this book, and can't wait to read a story from one of the side characters!
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- shedevilreads Bookstagram
- 10-18-23
A Contemporary MM Second Chance Romance
Backslide by Nicole Dykes is a contemporary gay romance that I listened to on audio narrated by Devon Ryder and Theo Sinclair.
I love Nicole's books. She does an amazing job pulling me into the story and making me feel what the characters are feeling. I loved the relationship that bloomed between Nash and Adrian. It was messy but I couldn't help but root for them. I really enjoyed getting both of their points of view throughout the book. It really brought the story to life.
Devon and Theo did a great job on the narration. I look forward to listening to more of their work in the future.
I would recommend this book if you like MM romances, second chance romances, or contemporary romances.
The Flock Team
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- Trisha C.
- 10-26-23
forbidden
A forbidden, hidden love. Nash knows what he wants in life and love. Adrian is torn between taking a chance on a love of a lifetime, or being loyal to his prominent family
Adrian gets the strength to be honest and true to his feelings.
I loved this story by Nicole Dykes. She has a way to bring out all the emotions, drama and angst this story.
Devon Ryder and Theo Sinclair are amazing in this audio. They bring the angst and emotional depth to the characters. what a great listen
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- Pelican Freak's Book Blog
- 10-07-23
Super cute read.
This was a super sweet M/M ‘the one that got away’ / type read with small-town vibes. I was rooting for both leads from the start and it packed LOTS of characters I loved to hate.
Loved the ‘small town’ vibes, the super supportive family on one side, and how they stood up to the less-than-supportive people.
A quick, fun, super cute read. 4 stars, overall.
♡︎ Tension.
⛰ Bigots (Oh how I loathed them.)
♡︎ Blackmail.
⛰ Set in Missouri.
♡︎ Family owned/operated resort.
⛰ Politics.
♡︎ Social media personality.
⛰ Second-chance romance.
⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
Audio:
Overall sound quality is fantastic and both narrators did an amazing job. 🦩
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- Canadian Girl Reads
- 10-31-23
Adrian and Nash
"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒐𝒘𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆."
Backslide | Nicole Dykes
5 Maple Leafs | 3 Flames
Adrian and Nash were a secret when they were younger until Adrian broke Nash's heart and disappeared. A senator's son and a boy from the opposite of the tracks could never be together. Years later, Adrian and Nash come face-to-face again and Nash still sees through Adrian's mask that he wears in front of everyone.
Nash and Adrian had me feeling so much for them. Both went through so much individually due to their actions. The tension between them is thick and once they give in to each other, the chemistry is off the charts. I loved how much they both grew and how strong they became together. I was not a fan of Samantha or Adrian's father. I also loved Hayden and can not wait for his book.
Audio... Devon Ryder and Theo Sinclair did a good job of narrating the story and bringing the characters to life but unfortunately, the new perspective of the story had me not enjoying it as much as when I read it.
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MM | Small Town | Second Chance | Enemies | First-Person POV (Dual) | HEA
Be mindful that this book contains homophobia and emotional abuse.
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- Pamela
- 10-17-23
Nash and Adrian
Nash and Adrian
A short romance but the characters have history. These two characters have so much pent up chemistry which makes this very hot and sexual. The backstory really blends in well. I recommend this book and narration was on point!
#pinkflamingoproductions
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- Veronica
- 10-21-23
Second chance
3.5 ⭐️ I absolutely love everything I have read by Nicole, but this book fell short just a bit for me. I loved the idea of the characters, family and the plot, but I just couldn't connect to them as much as I would of hoped. It was to much back and forth from both Adrian and Nash for me. One minute it's stay away and I can't trust him or forgive him and then the next it's I love you. I wanted to see Adrian work for Nash's forgiveness after how things were left. I wish there was more groveling and that he wouldn’t have caved into Adrian so fast and let it go so easily.
I got the audio and the narration was done really well.
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- Book Lover
- 10-21-23
Second chances...
Backslide was my first book by Nicole Dykes and she pulled me in from the start. I felt like I was part of Nash and Adrian's story. This is a second chance romance full of struggles and plenty of steam. I just wish we saw more of their emotional connection and not just the physical. That being said, it was still an enjoyable read. Nash and Adrian were hot together. I am looking forward to reading more by this author.
Devon Ryder and Theo Sinclair did a great job portraying these characters.
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- Dezzylou
- 10-20-23
Taking their life back
I very much enjoyed listening to this book. The voices were both very good. Different enough that it was very easy to not lose track of who was speaking.
The story is excellent. I enjoyed seeing the found family come together and people who were in a closed box take back their power and live the life they want, not what is expected. I am hoping another story branches from this one to keep adding to their found family.
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- Isabel
- 10-30-23
Backslide
okay, I have to admit this was such a cute book. I enjoyed every bit of it, and the best friend is so cute lol. but it's also sad because I don't think you should ever hide who you are, whether you are gay, straight, or lesbian, always be your true self, and if they don't like it then get new friends and family. don't ever let someone tell you otherwise. This book is proof because there are people out there who would love to have you as part of their family.
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