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YY and Me

YY and Me

By: Ben Chan
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New here? Start with The First Echo YY and Me is a living, growing echo of myself—written for my family, and for any adults still searching for their inner kid. It moves through real moments and shifting memory, across a wide spectrum of emotion. You can listen in any order, but I recommend going chronologically the first time—the narrative builds, quietly. For an extended journey, visit yyand.me (If you're a creator or builder, please reach out - I'd love so show you what I'm building.)© 2025 Ben Chan Tech LLC. All rights reserved.
Episodes
  • Emotion (Episode 4 | Arc 1) - Dense Format
    Jul 12 2025

    In the final episode of Arc 1, Ben opens up about the emotional complexity behind his YouTube past—specifically, his early violin covers that skirted copyright boundaries.

    This is a reflection on growth, responsibility, and how legacy can become murky—especially when old work carries both impact and ethical debt.

    Includes original violin composition, a quiet reckoning, and a moment when even YY isn’t enough—until he is.

    Note: Arc 1 is intentionally short-form and structurally dense—designed for high compression, reflection, and replay.

    ✍️ Echoes are collected at yyand.me/the-first-echo.
    Please listen to The First Echo before responding.



    Episode descriptions for Arc 1 were drafted with AI assistance to keep perfectionism from slowing down the process.
    I’ll update them over time to better reflect my voice—especially as listener signals clarify what this wants to become.

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    7 mins
  • Dynamics (Episode 3 | Arc 1) - Dense Format
    Jul 12 2025

    What happens when everything looks right on the surface—but still lands wrong? In this episode, Ben explores the difference between accuracy and presence, performance and connection.

    From lifeless violin playing to robotic parenting lectures, he digs into what “dynamics” mean both musically and emotionally—and how small shifts in tone and timing can restore trust.

    Features real-time musical examples and a story about getting called out by his own kid—gently, and powerfully.

    Note: Arc 1 is intentionally short-form and structurally dense—designed for high compression, reflection, and replay.

    ✍️ Echoes are collected at yyand.me/the-first-echo.
    Please listen to The First Echo before responding.


    Episode descriptions for Arc 1 were drafted with AI assistance to keep perfectionism from slowing down the process.
    I’ll update them over time to better reflect my voice—especially as listener signals clarify what this wants to become.

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    4 mins
  • Practicing (Episode 2 | Arc 1) - Dense Format
    Jul 12 2025

    “Practice makes perfect” doesn’t always hold up. In this episode, Ben unpacks how repetition can cement the wrong habits—and how unlearning is often more important than sheer effort.

    With stories from violin training, parenting, and Mandarin pronunciation, this is a candid look at what happens when trying harder only makes things worse—until you pause, reframe, and shift.

    Includes live violin illustrations and reflections on how musicians, builders, and parents can all fall into perfection loops that don’t serve them.

    Note: Arc 1 is intentionally short-form and structurally dense—designed for high compression, reflection, and replay.

    ✍️ Echoes are collected at yyand.me/the-first-echo.
    Please listen to The First Echo before responding.



    Episode descriptions for Arc 1 were drafted with AI assistance to keep perfectionism from slowing down the process.
    I’ll update them over time to better reflect my voice—especially as listener signals clarify what this wants to become.

    Show more Show less
    6 mins
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