
As Close to Us as Breathing
A Novel
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A multigenerational family saga about the long-lasting reverberations of one tragic summer by "a wonderful talent [who] should be read widely" (Edward P. Jones).
In 1948, a small stretch of the Woodmont, Connecticut, shoreline, affectionately named Bagel Beach, has long been a summer destination for Jewish families. Here sisters Ada, Vivie, and Bec assemble at their beloved family cottage, with children in tow and weekend-only husbands who arrive each Friday in time for the Sabbath meal.
During the weekdays, freedom reigns. Ada, the family beauty, relaxes and grows more playful, unimpeded by her rule-driven, religious husband. Vivie, once terribly wronged by her sister, is now the family diplomat and an increasingly inventive chef. Unmarried Bec finds herself forced to choose between the family-centric life she's always known and a passion-filled life with the married man with whom she's had a secret years-long affair.
But when a terrible accident occurs on the sisters' watch, a summer of hope and self-discovery transforms into a lifetime of atonement and loss for members of this close-knit clan. Seen through the eyes of Molly, who was 12 years old when she witnessed the accident, this is the story of a tragedy and its aftermath, of expanding lives painfully collapsed. Can Molly, decades after the event, draw from her aunt Bec's hard-won wisdom and free herself from the burden that destroyed so many others?
Elizabeth Poliner is a masterful storyteller, a brilliant observer of human nature, and in As Close to Us as Breathing she has created an unforgettable meditation on grief, guilt, and the boundaries of identity and love.
©2016 Elizabeth Poliner (P)2016 Hachette AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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- Amazon Customer
- 07-31-16
Thought Provoking
Vivid imagery, beautifully descriptive, raw emotions, it is all there. Wondeful, true to life story.
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- RueRue
- 05-02-16
A Family Tragedy
Good narration. This is a character driven story of how a family tragedy has far-extending ramifications. Very much a story of character and family.
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- WAYNE
- 05-27-16
Too much sorrow
While an interesting look at post war Jewish life, there was just nothing to take away from the book but sadness. It may have well been an American holocaust story. Not one character really experiences happiness in their lives.
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- Jane/Neal
- 12-31-16
A Bit Tedious
Editing this book down to maybe 2/3's its size would have made it more absorbing listening.
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- Elizabeth
- 02-12-23
Slow and Sad
You know right from the beginning that this book explores the aftermath of Davy's death at age 12. It reverberates throughout the family, impacting each of them as they share the blame and guilt. It's a brave way to start a book, but it also made for a slow read. The timeline switches back and forth and the individual family members are plagued by other tragedies -- lost loves, broken love, estrangement, the trials of marrying or loving someone outside your faith. All good topics but I wish there had been a bit of joy in the lives of these fictional characters. I gave up before the end.
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- Sara
- 03-18-17
Multigenerational Family Saga
I just finished listening to Linda Lavin reading a Selected Shorts short story and she was excellent. When I started this book I was let down by the huge difference in Metzger's reading when I compared it to the other narration done by Lavin. Through the first half of the listen I couldn't stop wishing that they had chosen a different narrator. In the end I thought that Metzger did an acceptable job--not great--just ok. I think the book would have been so much brighter and dynamic with a more animated reader.
I enjoyed this story of a large multigenerational family who worked together at the family department store and summered together at their cottage on Bagel Beach. The writing showed slices of life through different character perspectives using the voice of one daughter--Molly. Poliner really captured each character and their inner experience subtly. I just loved the detail of life in the 1930s, 40s and 50s.
To me this was a poignant and artfully written look at life from a different time now long gone. Definitely sad in parts but the complexity and fleeting nature of life were beautifully captured.
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- Susan Kay
- 05-28-16
Stick with it
I almost quit reading the book with all of the detail about the Jewish ritual details, especially with Mort, but I'm so glad I didn't. A wonderful story about family, commitment, choices and love....
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- JEWELS
- 10-11-21
Good Story
good story, just all over the place past and present within the story. I struggled to finish.
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- NMwritergal
- 05-02-16
It was just ok for a couple hrs, then it was great
This was an unique listening experience. I was interested from the start, but it wasn't until I got to the first bit about the ice cream man that I realized that while I was interested and wanted to keep listening, I didn't really CARE about any of the characters. So I asked myself why.
It was the structure. The story is told through a 12-yr-old's eyes (Molly) so she'll be telling the story and then she'd say, "My mother this, my father that," and later started calling her parents by their first names, which somewhat yanked me out of the story. I'd begin thinking of it as a straight 3rd person POV and then realize (again and again) that it was the daughter telling the story. When the ice cream man showed up, it was just a 3rd person POV. So I had to get over the slightly odd way the story was told. Fortunately, that sort of faded out as the story went on, alternating between past, present, and the future.
After it turned into a more traditional 3rd person POV, all of the stories were so good, so interesting, although we get much less of Molly's story than some of the other characters. A little odd since she is the narrator. While I was invested in all the characters and all the stories, Bec's story was the most intriguing.
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- K
- 03-10-17
Slow and rambling
The story focused on mundane things like stitching dresses in detail while doing vague broad strokes over the larger events. Heavy detail about the look of a dress and mentioning offhand a realization that you've fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have for example. This book truly tested my rule of never to not finish a book.
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