
An Absence So Great
A Novel
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Susan Denaker
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By:
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Jane Kirkpatrick
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Did photography replace an absence in her life or expose the truth of her heart’s emptiness? While growing in confidence as a photographer, 18-year-old Jessie Ann Gaebele’s personal life is at a crossroads. Hoping she’s put an unfortunate romantic longing behind her as “water under the bridge”, she exiles herself to Milwaukee to operate photographic studios for those owners who have fallen ill with mercury poisoning.
Jessie gains footing in her dream to one day operate her own studio and soon finds herself in other Midwest towns, pursuing her profession. But even a job she loves can’t keep painful memories from seeping into her heart when the shadows of a forbidden love threaten to darken the portrait of her life.
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- Claire
- 07-11-23
not engaging
the characters and plot lines are not believable in any way. Not one of her best novels. I learned little about photography or history of women in the field at the beginning of the era. It is not a story where one cares about the characters flawed or otherwise.
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