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E.K. Blair
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Desperation has a flavor. It’s all Emma can taste as her life in Washington, DC starts to crumble before her.
In a city filled with prestige and American dreams also lies political fallacy and corruption. Corruption she will soon find herself indulging in.
Emma would do anything to save herself from the downfall; go to any length, sacrifice her soul if needed. What she doesn’t realize is that someone else is more desperate to save their own life, and that the worst is yet to come.
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- Buzy_reading
- 05-22-21
Politicians wife with insecurities
Am I the Only One is about Carly’s insecurities and impulsive behavior. Her husband William is running for governor as a politician’s wife it’s her duty to support him. She knew this when she married him. In the beginning of their marriage, they were the power couple of Georgetown. They had an unbreakable love until he began to spend more time away from home. She had her career as a counselor and therapist, but the distance was causing insecurities to surface.
Carly wanted out of her marriage, but she signed a prenup. She found a loophole to get herself out using her husbands infidelity as a means to get back what she put into the marriage. First she had to catch him in the act. That’s where Emma comes into play. Emma is Carly’s patient.
What unfolds is a deviant plan of secrets, lies, and betrayal.
Told from both Emma and Carly’s points of view between the past the present. EK Blair blew me away with her writing voice in this one. The twists, the turns, and the unpredictable reactions was an intense read. Even the supporting cast of characters pulled at at my heartstrings especially Matthew’s character. Every character introduced played a key role in molding the lives of main characters. I’m impressed by EK Blair’s mad writing skills and a little scared with her deviant mind. It’s a delicious read that I devoured.
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Ava Erickson is the solo performing narrator of Am I The Only One. This is an 8 hour unabridged copy. Ava is a narrator of romance and erotic audiobooks.
She’s an Audie Nominated Producer and narrator. I listened at 1.7x speed reducing the listening time by a smidge.
For a solo narration Ava delivered a good performance. Although, since this book had two points of view it would’ve benefitted listeners to have separate narrators as it was difficult to differentiate between the two. Ava didn’t change her voice enough for me to be to identify which character was speaking. I strongly recommend investing in the ebook and following along.
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- L V Red
- 11-26-20
⭐️T⭐️H⭐️R⭐️I⭐️LL🤯R🤯I🤯D🤯E🤯
Five well played stars for this phenomenal , exciting, heart pounding, suspenseful story!!
This a the best audiobook from E K Blair since “Bang”
There is way to much going on for me to say anything but ‘ get the flipping book’, you will not be disappointed on any level!!!!!
Amazing narration from Ava ( as always)!!!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️WOW⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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- Brook Ware
- 03-14-23
Wowsers! FIVE FREAKING STARS
This surpassed all my expectations. I cannot say enough about this twisted storyline and how it draws you in. Found every excuse possible to listen. Wouldn’t change a thing!
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- Carrie C
- 08-19-23
Wow!
Listened to it in 2-3 days. Did not disappoint whatever you do, don’t skip the epilogue!!!
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- Addicted to Audiobooks
- 08-27-22
Holy cow♥️♥️♥️♥️
I was sucked in from the beginning and couldn’t put it down. My heart pounded throughout the book and I even cried many times. This is my favorite kind of book one that keeps you on the edge. I was weary at first with all the great reviews since the sample seemed boring but after the second chapter I was done for and couldn’t turn it off. I would have loved a better ending because it has left me wanting to know more needing more! I also love the narrator Ava and love listening to her narration. The fact she played several characters was awesome and I could clearly distinguish the differences which made it more intense with the edge of your seat feeling! Thank you for a great listen!!
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- AJ Holmes
- 05-12-21
DAAAAAMMMMMNNNN!!!!!!
I thought reading about Anonymous in Lost in the Affair was good, this was even better!
While her husband, Tripp, is running for governor, Carly is on a mission of her own. Carly is fed up with Tripp's cheating but she can't leave him because she signed a prenup and she'll be left with nothing after 13 years of marriage. There is an infidelity clause that affords her a way out, she just needs to provide the proof of Tripp's infidelity. She solicits the help of one of her patients, who is down on her luck, by dangling the very thing she needs; money.
Emma is desperate for money and there isn't anything she wouldn't do for it. She lost her financial assistance after missing too many classes after the death of her parents. She needs the money to pay for her last three semesters of college so, she can get a decent job to help pay for the care for her autistic brother.
Sit back and brace yourselves for the twists and turns in this one. You won't regret doing do.
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- Ms. Nicolicous
- 11-26-20
Absolutely LOVED it!
Anytime you get an EK Blair book, prepare to have your mind BLOWN!! I didn't even read the description before I bought it. It was an instant cha-ching for me.
About the book:
This is a story about two women with poor communication skills. Unfortunately the men in their lives are bad at communicating too, but not as bad. Emma is a regular girl dealing with monumental issues who gets sucked into doing the unthinkable to survive. Carly is an insecure lunatic who does the unthinkable as well. Desperate times call for desperate measures but greed gets never really ends well for anyone!
Ava Erickson was AMAZING! She held this book down on her own. She owned every single character, giving them their own life- never confusing me once. I absolutely LOVE Ava! Fantastic job!
This book is totally worth a credit! Get it, you won’t be sorry! 💕
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- M hickey
- 04-24-21
Didn’t see it coming!
Great story, well written with lots of twists and turns! Had me hanging on every word till the end..
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- Missy J
- 01-11-23
Not what I expected
My 3rd E.K Blair book and gosh it was very interesting:) loved it tho! On to the next book :)
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- ♥️🎧♥️***M.R.S.***♥️🎧♥️
- 12-13-20
👊🏼Very good political themed thriller!
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️What a great story this was, EK blair rocked this new book,It kept me up late as I could not stop listening. What a mind f&@$! Don’t miss this one. I never saw it coming and it had me guessing the whole time. Ava Ericsson was flawless as Emma and Carly! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
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