
Am I There Yet?
The Loop-de-Loop, Zigzagging Journey to Adulthood
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Mari Andrew
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Mari Andrew
About this listen
New York Times best seller
This on-point guide to growing up by Instagram sensation Mari Andrew features “[A]chingly vulnerable and completely relatable watercolor illustrations about relationships, heartbreak, and the struggles of urban life.” (The Washington Post)
In the journey toward adulthood, it is easy to find yourself treading the path of those who came before you; the path often appears straight and narrow, with a few bumps in the road, and a little scenery to keep you inspired. But what if you don’t want to walk a worn path? What if you want to wander? What if there is no map to guide you through the detours life throws your way?
From creating a home in a new city to understanding the link between a good hair dryer and good self-esteem to dealing with the depths of heartache and loss, these tales of the 20-something document a road less traveled - a road that sometimes is just the way you’re meant to go.
Praise for Am I There Yet?:
“Equal parts memoir and illustrated guidebook, it chronicles Andrew’s journey through adulthood as she navigates love and heartbreak, professional indecision and success, and personal struggles.” (Refinery29)
“Using her artistic skills to illustrate thought-provoking essays, Andrew inspires readers to take the path less traveled in life.” (CNN)
“The illustrations...are often packed with truths about dating, self-care, careers, and all the secret thoughts you never say out loud.” (Elle)
PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.
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Critic reviews
“Andrew has produced a book of cartoons, short essays, and pointed observations.” (NPR)
“Mari has a knack for drawing things people are secretly thinking about.” (Cup of Jo)
“In a market flush with self-help books, Andrew's illustrated debut stands out for its candidness.” (Publishers Weekly)