
Alligator Candy
A Memoir
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David Kushner
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From award-winning journalist David Kushner, a regular contributor to Rolling Stone, The New Yorker, Vanity Fair, and other premier magazines, Alligator Candy is a reported memoir about family, survival, and the unwavering power of love.
David Kushner grew up in the early 1970s in the Florida suburbs. It was when kids still ran free, riding bikes and disappearing into the nearby woods for hours at a time. One morning in 1973, however, everything changed. David’s older brother, Jon, biked through the forest to the convenience store for candy, and never returned.
Every life has a defining moment, a single act that charts the course we take and determines who we become. For Kushner, it was Jon’s disappearance - a tragedy that shocked his family and the community at large.
Decades later, now a grown man with kids of his own, Kushner found himself unsatisfied with his own memories and decided to revisit the episode a different way: through the eyes of a reporter. His investigation brought him back to the places and people he once knew and slowly made him realize just how much his past had affected his present.
After sifting through hundreds of documents and reports, conducting dozens of interviews, and poring over numerous firsthand accounts, he has produced a powerful and inspiring story of loss, perseverance, and memory. Alligator Candy is searing and unforgettable.
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Critic reviews
"Kushner's moving book is not only a memorial to a brother tragically deprived of his right to live; it is also a meditation on the courage necessary to live freely in a world riven by pain, suffering, and evil. A probing, poignant memoir about tragedy, grief, and trying to cope.'' (Kirkus Reviews)
''Kushner's riveting memoir, Alligator Candy, begins by asking how any parent or family can survive such unimaginable evil and devastating grief….Parents today can understand the love, hope and fear he so eloquently describes in this account of one family's transcendent courage in the face of crushing pain.'' (Bookpage, Top Ten Book of the Month)
''A powerful exploration of loss, survival and the tricks of memory.'' (NPR, Best Books of 2016)
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- E. Maldonado
- 04-03-24
Compelling story
Beautiful written by David for his brother Jon
He would have been proud to be your big brother .
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- Nic
- 06-27-18
Very well done
This was great. A sad story, hard to write no doubt and hard to perform. The storytelling was amazing. The writing style was impressive and narration was very well done. Thanks David for telling this story about your brother, you and your family - Nic from True Crime Garage podcast
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- Maggie
- 06-18-21
Heartbreaking story
This book tells a sad, heartbreaking story, yet is beautifully told and fascinating.
I do not care much for the narrator: He seems close to tears himself through several passages of the book. It is unclear if he’s putting on an act or is actually having trouble to keep it together. This is distracting and uncomfortable. The story is heartbreaking by itself and does not require any “here comes some extra sad stuff”-prompts from the narrator.
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- Jane Blong
- 08-24-21
Excellent Listen
Powerful story of loss. You actually think the narrator is the author. It is not an easy listen because the subject tells the tragic story of a boy gone missing.
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- julia barwell
- 08-27-23
Wow!
Beautiful writing of a heartbreaking story! David Kushner has taken one of life’s most difficult situations imaginable and shared his story and perspective in a beautiful narrative that allows us the under the complexity of grief after a horrific loss and how moving past it is a lifelong journey.
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- Nancy D.
- 08-29-21
Powerful
Is this a true crime story? Yes. But even more so it is a story of loss, grief, family, community, love, and reconciliation.
It was a single sitting, up until 3am, book. Compelling and wonderfully performed.
We should all be so gracefilled in the face of tragedy.
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- Haley
- 08-07-21
Fantastic
This was immersing, gut wrenching and inspiring. Great narration also. It puts you in the shoes of the family the best it can without having suffered this type of trauma yourself. Highly recommend.
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- Catamaran
- 01-19-25
Excellent story, heartbreaking read
This was an excellent book that was told with honesty and candor. It's very sad, but the author did a great job showing the reader the impact on the family, especially in light of how things were in the sixties and seventies. I grew up during that time, and it was very relatable in terms of how parents raised their kids. This is a warm, loving and close family that stayed together in spite of the worst trauma...the loss of a child. Very well done, and I wish the author and his family peace.
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