
This Is Love
The Light to My Darkness, Book 3
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I fell in love with Penny as soon as she fell into my arms. I wasn’t a believer in fate, but she convinced me. And every day she convinced me just how special our relationship was. It was us against the world. And I foolishly thought our love was indestructible.
Now I know that love isn’t about light and darkness or whirlwinds of color. Love can’t be defined in such simple terms. When you lose it, all of that becomes clear.
I don’t know how much longer I can breathe in a world where I look into my wife’s eyes and only see a stranger. I’d do anything to get her back. But this is one thing I don’t know how to fix.
This is the end to our love story. I just hope to God it’s not the end of us.
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- Daniela
- 09-21-23
Love love love it
I love this whole series! I didn’t put it down until I finish it. I love their story, yes this book may through flashbacks from
Other books, but it goes smooth with the story. It gave me tears, and laughers. I just loved this series from beginning to end.
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- Anonymous User
- 07-21-21
Love it
Received Matchmaker as a gift. Had to start at the beginning. Loving everything about the series and excited to see what happens next.
7 books deep in 2 weeks 😜
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- N. Mohandessi
- 08-19-24
heartfelt
great characters .the story had me on edge of tears throughout all 3 books.
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- MELISSA C. Melissa A. Carter
- 09-05-20
This Is Love
I Can’t In Words, Want To Cry A Wonderful Happy End! To The Ivy Smock If U Have Continue The Story With Family’s, Everyone’s Is Happy And Having Children’s. Is There U Continue The Story Please! I Have Fellow A And Read Every 📚,From The Series! I Every Purchase A Coupled Of 📚 From Series! I’m Love With Hold Series. Very Outstanding Frantically Story, 🥰💞🤩! Pleased Thinking 🤔 Reading 📖 About The Series Please!😘🥰😉
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- C. Y.
- 02-16-20
A Fantastic Conclusion
This was a wonderful conclusion to a great series. I’m sad that James and Penny’s story is over for now.
Meghan Crawford did a great job with her performance for this book. The only thing I wish was that there was a male performance for the POV of James. Sometimes, it was easy to forget who was supposed to be “telling the story” during each chapter. This is just a minor thing because it doesn’t take away the great performance of Meghan.
I cannot wait for the rest of Ivy’s books to be out on Audible.
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- Debbie B. Wasserman
- 06-16-20
Good but occasionally frustrating
I could’ve done without the repetition of the scenes from the book temptation Word for Word and and even the book reading to scar could have beg been condensed a bit more. 1 negative thing about the lead character is her constant internal dialogue of self doubt or misreading so many situations. It became pretty frustrating! Otherwise I loved James and Robs characters a lot.
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- Elena
- 09-17-23
It could have been better without the repetition
I feel like the repetition from 1st and 2nd book was boring and confusing to listen to. I feel like it could have been written out better without the constant copy and paste dialogue. Otherwise I enjoyed the series mainly the first 5 books. I’m a bit disappointed with last book since I spent $60 to buy all the credits.
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- Just Janet
- 07-20-23
From start to forever
Read the ent ire series of 8 books in four days. Couldn't put it down.
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- Slynn Bookster
- 08-02-21
Don't waste your money or credit
I think this is only the 2nd time I have given this low of a rating and I read/listen to a lot. The book is mostly a replay of the first 2 books and even a long section of her reading another book to her kid. Between that there is a continuation from the previous book of self absorbed thoughts leading to ridiculous drama. This is the unhealthiest relationship ever since they can't go 5 minutes without doubting everything if they aren't getting constant affirmation, seek counseling.
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- 01-26-22
Soo boring
Rest of series is lovely but this book is repetitive and predictable and boring.
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