
All I Am
Drew's Story
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About this listen
A new novella featuring Drew from the Sunday Times and New York Times best-selling This Man trilogy, by Jodi Ellen Malpas. You don't need to read the series to enjoy this story, but if you're already a Jesse Ward fan, just wait till you see the advice he gives Drew about falling in love.
I thought I had control. I was so, so wrong.... I don't need a relationship. I have Hux, a decadent club where I quench whatever raw desire I choose. I take pleasure and I give it - no strings attached. So when Raya Rivers comes in asking for someone cold, emotionless, and filthy...well, no man ever takes his wicked pleasure quite the way I do.
Only Raya is different. Vulnerable. And carrying some deep sorrow that gets past all my carefully constructed walls and inexplicably makes me care. Now craving controls me. Ice has given way to red-hot need.
But Raya has no idea about my other life - my real life. That I'm daddy to an adorable little girl. My two worlds are about to collide with the force of a supernova. Once Raya knows the truth, will she be able to accept all I am?
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- Jackie Wright
- 08-13-23
Wonderful story with great narration
Words can't tell you how excited I was to be back with the This Man gang, I was jumping up and down. This Novella was just perfect and this is Drew's story .......
Anthony Mark Barrow dud a great job bring this story and the characters to life. He was spot on with the emotions and the intense chemistry but more Importantly he was very easy on the ears.
Drew is almost 40 years old and the love of his life is his 7 year old daughter, he has never had time for love or relationships, for him his one night stands with women with no names at the Hux Club is all he wants that is until he meets Raya. The attraction is instant and the chemistry is intense and one night will never be enough. Has the man who has never been in love finally fallen ........
Im so pleased that we got Drew's story I think it was a story we needed, I loved getting to know what made this sexy mysterious man tick and what finally made him realise he was capable of loving someone other than his daughter and did I mention this book is HOT!!! Jodi Ellen Malpas gives us just a few snippets of what Jessie & Ava, Sam & Kate are doing without them taking over Drew's story, this is brilliant addition to the This Man Trilogy. Jodi Ellen Malpas has once again given us another 5 star read or listen.
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- Metalkarin
- 05-13-20
Happy ending after all
I’m a huge fan of the This Man series and was exited to discover this novella.
I love how this story ends but I would have preferred to see some more characters growth during the story.
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